Keep living with my heart ❤

❤29th part❤

Well today I'm leaving Oslo. Not that I want it,but I have to. I will miss this city, I will miss Fiona,Emma,Marcus and I'm gonna miss Martinus the most.
"Cutie we have to go now." Eww it's disgusting when he calls me like that. "Are you coming?" He asked again and hugged me from behind. I want to punch him right in the face. Arrhhh! "I hope you're not mad at me for that yesterday?" He said and kissed my cheek. "I'm sorry ok? Can you forgive me? Please!" He said and turned me so I can face him now. He seems like he really regretted,but still we're moving from here,and I don't want! "Y/N can you forgive me?" Alex asked again. "If I forgive you,will we stay here please!" I said with hope. His face turned all red from anger. "It's him right? You can't leave him right? You still love him! He cheated on you!" He yelled in to my face. "Yes Alex! Whatever happens I still love him! No one can change that!" I yelled back. "Oh yeah? I will make sure you will never see each other again!" He yelled and took me in his back. "Let me go!" I started yelling and punching his back,but ofc for him I'm to weak. He left me on car and closed doors. "Help!" I started yelling and crying. "Shut up!" This can't be true! I'm leaving for real. Tears are streaming down my face,I'm trying to wipe them but they're to much. I will never forgive myself for this. "Sorry babe! Love you Martinus!" I whispered...(Tinus's Pov)"Sorry babe! Love you Martinus!" These words made my heart to beat again. She loves me! I took all my powers and open my eyes. The lights hitted me,and now I can hear Marcus's voice. "Marc..us.." I said and he immediately looked at me with tears. "Doctor he's awake! He's awake!" He yelled and went to search for a doctor. Then in room rushed doctors,Mac,mum,dad and Emma. They were all talking to me,but I was searching for her. My heart wants to see her! "Mum is Y/N here?" I asked still looking for her. "No,sweetie. We haven't heard anything about her these days." This dissappointed me. Where is she? "How are you feeling?" Asked the doctor. "Broken?"he looked at me with a weird face. "We will do some more checks on you and then we can say if you can go home." He said and went out. "You scared us,Tinus!" Marcus said. I just looked at him and said nothing. "Tinus,say something." Mum said. "I don't have anything to say. Can I talk a little to Mac?" "Yeah,sure." They said and went out. "Yes,Martinus? What do you want to talk about?" He said and sat in a chair next to my bed. "I want to tell you something about me and Y/N." "Go ahead." "We are going to be parents..." "Omg congrats! I'm going to be an uncle!" "Slow down! It has more...We broke up..." I said and a tear rolled down my cheek. "W...what?" "Yeah crazy,right? Her sister manipulated me and broke us apart." "But where's Y/N now?" "I don't know. That's why I need to search for her." "But you aren't healed yet." "No matter what Marcus,I will search for her until I find her,because I won't get better if I don't have her!" He just nodded and after that we just stayed in silence. "I will find you and we will be happy again,Y/N." I said to myself and smiled.