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[1/2] Yunho-hurt

being in love. the hardest and possibly the worst thing a person can get themselves into. 

what makes it worse is not being able to do anything about it, not being able to talk to him. not being able to act normal when he was around. not being able to confidently admit that he was the love of my life. 

it was the classic 'i have a crush on my best friend situation', but he wasn't my friend. he probably didnt even know i exist,

i was nothing to him.

"miss y/n are you listening?" the teacher snapped me into conscious from my not-so-pretty dreamland.

"i-im sorry" i managed to speak out.

what did i get myself into?

time skip~

"so are just planning on causing or gonna make a move?" my best friend, Eunae spoke out while we sat down for lunch . she was that type of person who gives advice for literally everything. love, food,clothes, you name it.

"i dont know... its so easy hating me, perhaps just keeping it this way will do"  i answered.

ive always had a problem loving myself. i dont get the point. why love yourself when in the end, you know peoples  words will hurt?

"honeybuns..." she started. "you cant just bottle up your feelings for him. it just makes it worse. go talk to him"

i chuckled at the weird suggestion reminding my self that my introvert self cant relate.

"like thats ever gonna happen" i say.

in a while i noticed him.

jeong yunho.

the love of my life.

huh, why am i so dramatic? its just a crush. on a person i have no chance with.

he was laughing about something with couple of his friends who were as good-looking as him. as i stared at him for a while, i managed to notice the little things about him.

how his hair looked so soft every-time he ran his hands through them. how his eyes had little stars in them. how beneath that tall-manly figure there was a soft adorable heart. how he-

"hey stop zoning out love" eunae spoke out, stuffing a piece of chocolate in my mouth.

"i mean-why is he so beautifulll~" i whined as a figure approached us.

"why is who so beautiful?" a voice spoke out.

i turn around to find yunho with one of his friends who i recognized as mingi.

i guess i was a bit too loud.