Gone With The Wind (Oneshot)

Oneshot

All I can remember was sitting beside my friends in front of his coffin. I remembered all my friends breaking down as well as his family. I never shed a tear. It's not that I didn't want to cry. I can't.

"Heeyyy! So, when are you guys going to talk? It's been years you know" Faye said as she was eating her food. It has been years since I last talked to Felix. Our last conversation were full of anger and hatred.

"Don't just bring up the past Faye" Kyle scolded, putting his utensils down and glared at her. Kyle was never fond of my relationship with Felix. He doesn't want me and Felix to be shipped or to be together.

"Tch." She clicked her tongue and continued eating. "You still haven't moved on?" Asking me again and this time, in a more serious tone.

"I have. Along time ago" I lied. I've always liked him. I've always loved him. He was the only person who made me feel this way. He was my first love.

"See?" Kyle said.

"Okay" Faye continued eating and stopped asking me about Felix. Finally. I don't want to talk about him, all the memories with him were full of love and hatred. It was painful yet beautiful. Beautiful yet painful

As I finished eating, Felix entered the classroom and we made eye contact. It was like time stopped. It was like who ever look away first wins. We stared at each other for a moment and then he finally looked away.

I didn't know what to feel. After what happened with us, I felt empty. I felt something was not enough.

"I'm sleepy" I said while the teacher was infront teaching us Math. "Then sleep" Kyle bluntly said. I looked around the classroom and other students weren't even listening. Others were playing with their phones, sleeping, talking with each other.

And I accidentally looked at Felix. We made eye contact again. This time, it was longer. Time stopped again and it was like there was only the two of us here in the classroom. I looked away first for I was sleepy.

I woke up because Kyle was being noisy.
"Why are you so noisy?" I asked lazily, fixing my hair that was messy and scratching my eyes. "Our advisor said we need to do a roleplay for Arts" he answered.

"Look" he pointed towards the board where I shifted my head and I saw that Felix and I were directors for the roleplay. I suddenly got nervous. I tried to looked for Felix and there he was, looking at me

We once again made eye contact. It was like he was about to say something but couldn't and time stopped once again, focusing on both of us. Was it only a coincidence that we make eye contact often? Or was it something else?

He looked away for the teacher called him and told him to make the scripts while I teach the casts how to act properly.

We didn't talk the whole practice. For when I was there, he wasn't. He was either with his friends or playing. I guess he really hates me.

On the day we were scheduled to do the roleplay. We finally talked. He was holding the invitations I printed. This is my chance to finally talk to him.

"W-Where are you taking those?" I suddenly blurted, interrupting his conversation with his friends. We got quiet for a while and made eye contact.

"I'm giving these to the teachers" He replied, raising the invitation cards and abruptly left.
I was stunned we he actually replied. I did not expect that to happen.

"Woah! You actually talked! For the first time in forever!!" Faye yelled with joy and excitement. I was still shocked from what just happened.

"Maybe he doesn't hate you anymore and you're the only one who's affected" Jace spat. "I'm not affected" I bravely said