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𝙝𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙡𝙪𝙟𝙖𝙝 ; 𝙨.𝙢
It has been three weeks. Three weeks since the countless spats have stopped. Three weeks since the childish remarks were silenced. Three weeks since the belly aching laughs were cut short.
Three weeks since I lost the love of my life.
Simon, yours and I's three year relationship had been strong, always. Despite the rocky, rough patches, we both worked hard to keep it working. We loved each other that much. And for that reason, we kept working. Three whole years of laughs, tears and memories.
"Hey guys. I wanted to address the situation that has come about on Twitter recently."
Despite those factors, it wasn't enough. We couldn't keep it up, and that's when things began to fall.
"So, I suppose all of you will have seen the tweet that Simon put up last week, saying that we have broken up."
It started with shorter contact. Less touches, less talking, less us.
"And, I am sorry to tell you all that, that is true. Simon and I are broken up."
And the sad thing is, while we were falling apart, we didn't care. We didn't bother to pick up the pieces that had held us together for so long.
"I wanted to address it because there are many misconceptions about what happened. Neither Simon, or I, cheated. Neither of us had, or have, a side fling."
Why did we not care, Simon? What made us stop?
"I'm saying this because I don't want him to get any hate. I've seen some people already putting the blame on him, but it's not him. I love him, with my entire heart, and I always will. He deserves the best, and unfortunately, in this universe that wasn't us."
Simon, I remember the first time we said our 'I love you's'. You said it first, with so much care, so much love. And I said it back, nervous, but you took that away with a single kiss. A passionate, romantic kiss that I dreamt about for weeks after.
"Simon is a truly amazing guy, and I can only wish him the best for the future."
Our first night together was incredible. You were so gentle, so loving, making me feel like the most beautiful girl in the world. You always knew the right thing to say, Si.
Until you didn't have anything to say at all.
"But that is the end of Simon and I's relationship. And with that, is also the end of my channel. I started this with Simon and I'm ending this with him."
Simon, I knew about her all along. I would never tell anyone, but I knew. I saw the way your eyes glistened on her everytime her presence was near, and I knew what that meant. You love her.
I would know, you used to look at me the same way.
"Thank you for being an incredible fan base for the last three years. I love every single one of you amazing people. Maybe we will see each other again."
Simon, I would never let anyone hate on you for love. Because I love you. But it would never be enough.
