The Beautiful Truth Of Life.

Pain

Have you ever watched the person you like slowly lose interest in you? It starts off little, you can't quite put your finger on it, but something is different, something has changed. Everything feels slightly off, off like a Monday. You can almost hear it in their voice, you can see it in their eyes. You think its you, you start overthinking every single little thing, wondering what you did, where it all went wrong, how you can fix it. It starts off with little things like waking up to no text, jokes become fewer and farther between, the lack of effort, emotion and the excuses begin to pile up. Soon it starts tearing you apart, the feeling of not being good enough makes you physically sick. Soon you find yourself hysterically crying in your room at three in the morning because you can't hold yourself together anymore. You know its coming. You know you can't do anything to stop it. The aching doesn't stop.

~Thomas Kelly~