HEARTHERZEL LOVISHA POV:
I can't take my eyes off para bang napaka familiar ng librong nasa tabi ng flatscreen TV, I don't understand why I suddenly got a headache when I saw them, it's like something inside me wants to touch those books
it's a fantasy book written by Jacqueline West entitled 'Long lost' and 'False Memory' a mystery one by Dean Koontz you like them?
Huh?
You've been looking at them for a while, so I ask if you like them, I'll lend them to you
a-ano k-kase
why? is there something wrong? I feel his sincerity and how concerned he is to me
w-wala naman it's like something just came to my mind that wasn't clear
you sure?
oum, ang laki lang ng bookshelf nyo dito parang mini library nadin pag iiba ko ng topic teka sayo ba lahat yan?
hindi naman, more of them are mine the rest kay Jin and Klhient na hindi naman kase mahilig sa libro si Axcel
I see, sa dami nyan nabasa mona ba yan lahat?
sort of
Talaga? meron ka bang naging favorite or lahat talaga?
I have, that things you're looking at
huh? ah yun ba
You know what that books really means to me, I have many hidden memories in that book, he smiled bitterly
Sorry
It's okay, you don't have to be sorry, I don't even know why I apologized my heart felt like it suddenly hurt when I saw sadness in his eyes, I've been coming back here for a few days now and I must say that Calix is the most mysterious guy I ever met, Shan said he never talked to anyone even with them bibihira lang daw that's why they were surprised when Calix talked to me, he's doing was so unfamiliar to all of them. every time I see him my heart beats faster as if I'm always excited na makita at makasama sya, simula nung sinama ako nila Shan dito para bang lagi akong longing na makausap sya, pero sa tuwing nakikita ko ang mga mata nya nahihirapan ako dahil ramdam ko yung lungkot na tinatago nya sa katahimikan ng pagkatao nya
naiilang ka padin ba sakin? he asks out of nowhere
h-huh? a ano hindi naman actually hindi naman talaga ako naiiling ayoko lang kase na sya yung mailang sakin. Nababaliw na ata ako mula ng makilala ko ang mga princes nayan nawawala nako sa katinuan ko. Hindi ko maintindihan bakit ganon nalang ako kakomportable sa kanila samantalang dalawang linggo palang naman mula nung makilala ko sila yet nagkakaganito na ako, napaka unfamiliar din nito dahil hindi ko pa naman naramdaman to'
sorry kung hindi ka comfortable with m-
huy hindi ah I cut his off ano kase baka alam mona kayo ang mailang sakin ganon shaka iba kase ang status nyo kilalang kilala kayo sa campus tapos
I like you he said as if he doesn't care if anyone will hear his words I mean masaya kang kausap, hindi ako naboboring and even it's been a weeks since nagkakilala tayo pakiramdam ko matagal na tayong magkakilala
