Unwanted Love || Jikook Story

17

"I'll get discharged tomorrow" Jungkook spoke a bit happily, eating the food served for him on a light blue plate. "And finally leave this depressing place"

"What are you talking about?" Jimin replied, his eyes filled with anguish, looking down to the white tiles - as white as Taehyung's favorite hoodie. "Everywhere is depressing without my lover"

Jungkook couldn't agree more however, but his cheeks became round and puffy because of the food in them and it was rather cute, Jimin found it endearing. "I felt it. He left me eventually"

"Do you hate being left out too?" the pink haired rolled to the other side of the bed, adjusting his arm to a more relaxing position as his wrist felt on fire, he looked at the brown haired beauty on the other side devouring a pudding.

"More like I fear it"
His slight smile fell into sadness, swallowing the lump that formed in his throat after the sweetness of the pudding and the bitterness of life. "I can't say Yoongi was the best boyfriend but I loved him and I still love him so much... He's the only one I have after my family died, he saved me both physically and mentally although he ruined me soon after"

The other listened attentively, and Jungkook was shocked of how fast he spoke about something as private as this, but he felt at ease, and anyhow it was burning his tongue. The truth, abysmal, that his relationship with his boyfriend was never healthy, consisting of an abusing drug-smoking addict and an abused boy fearing the mere thought of staying alone based on a cruel past-

"Neither was Taehyung. Our boyfriends cheated on us with each other, you see the irony? They fit with each other more than they fit with us"

"Why am I talking to you? Go sleep or something" Jungkook turned back to his food, even with a lost appetite. He has to heal fast to go work again.
"I don't want to. You seem interesting enough"

"What's interesting? That our stories are dangerously alike?" Jimin nodded, feeling some new blood gushing from his scalp through the clogged one, groaning in annoyance before calling a nurse. "It's also interesting how hard you pushed me, goddamit"

"I might look weak, but excuse me I work out everyday and I exercised taekwondo for a while" Jungkook smiled, before mumbling something that caused silence in the room.

"I'm sorry"