I need you

Dead to the world

Marilyn's pov:

No ! It's not True , it's just one of my fucking dreams. Jeordie wouldn't do that to me , NO! I cried, kicking everything around me. He *kick* wouldn't *kick* do *kick* that , I kicked last time and collapsed on my bed ,crying heavily. I was dead , dead inside. I don't know what did I do wrong , he seemed interested in me but now he broke my heart. My fucking heart. But I still love him. I know what he said , but something inside me tells me it's lie. Yes it's just fucking lie, something happened and he was just confused. I need a plan how to find out what's going on. I stopped crying ,and sat up happily. My Jeordie , he's mine. My thoughts makes me smile , I ran my hand through my hair to straighten it , then wiped tears. The only thing I think about is my plan now. I can't talk to him in the school where is everyone waiting for the chance to mock us. I'll follow him home after school... Yes it's great plan. I run to the bathroom to get ready. My reflection in the mirror was terrible. My makeup is smeared around my face, my eyes are red from crying and my hair is messy. First I washed my face and lined my eyes with eyeliner again. Then I added black eye shadows and dark red lipstick. Nice ! I smiled at my now pretty reflection in the mirror and picked up comb. I ran comb through my messy hair. When I have finished , I didn't bother to change clothes. I grabbed my phone and ran to the school. School area was empty, students were in the classes. I sat under tree right behind the school and waited until the bell rang. Everyone ran out of school , everyone except Jeordie . Fuck it I mumble and stand up. As soon as I stand up I see him leaving school. I smiled to myself and followed him silently. He stopped in the front of really big house, and mumbled something for himself. What the fuck is he doing ? He were standing there for like 5 minutes. After few minutes he slowly walked in. Okay , that was weird really weird. He is scared of something ... or someone ?

I cleaned my mind and knocked at the door. After few minutes doors opened by tall fat man. He gave me angry look and I froze. I noticed Jeordie standing behind him and showing me to ran. Ou FUCK ...

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