I need you

Stay with me

Marilyn's POV:

Jeordie's father gave me angry look and turned back to Jeordie "so .." he began , "this is what you wanted , this is what you get Jeordie " he yelled , throwing me on the ground. My visions get blurry. Before I recovered from hard fall his fist hit my face. "what the fuck??" I mumbled , trying to stand up but his leg pressed me back down. He bend down to me "who do you think you are?" he  runs his hand through my hair and his leg hit my crotch. I squirm in the pain ...

"Dad no! Please" His hands were weak and shaking, he tried to stop him but soon he closed his red eyes of crying  and his weak body fell on the ground. Fuck ! "Jeordie no!" My anger overwhelmed me and I've lost my temper. My hand hits his father's stomach hard making him growl in the pain. Such a weak fucker , I continued  with a grin "how does it feel ?" I yelled, punching him one last time . This asshole was hurting my Jeordie , he bullied him for the years. I can't help myself , I punched him one more time . I had to do it , I can't stand him , I can't stand people that hurts my innocent angel. I ran to Jeordie and fell my on knees beside him, crying and shaking him. "I know you wanted to protect me, please wake up" my tears are falling down on his face. He didn't respond. Jeordie please... I placed my head at his chest and grabbed his hand. "J-jeordie" I snuggled closer to him "JEORDIE!!" My loud sobs filled the room, I feel empty... I pressed my face against his chest to mute my heavy sobs. " pl-pleas" I whispered , but nothing. It's my fault , everything is my fault ...Wish I wasn't born. " I'll call the ambulance , You will be okay " I've put a sweet kiss on his forehead and got up quickly but something happened. He grabbed my hand. My eyes widened in surprise. "Jeordie" I jumped down on him , hugging him tightly. This boy mean whole world to me , seriously "B-b-brian" he called my name . " I'm here honey" I stroked his cheek. Oh shit , my cheek turns red when I realize what I just said. Little giggle escaped from his lips and I smiled awkwardly. Hope he doesn't mind it. "can you help me to stand up" he begged. I smiled " sure" I grabbed his small body and lifted him of the ground " I will carry you" , he giggled and ran his fingers through my hair. I closed eyes and enjoyed his touch. "Carry me out of here" he whispered to me.  "You're safe now" I smiled.

I carried him to my house. "You are safe here" I said , stroking his cheek.
"and you can borrow some of my clothes " I informed him . He smiled and looked down. That was weird maybe he's uncomfortable with me , I'm not good enough for him. He's right , who would love someone like me . I'm skinny , tall , pale looking like a shit . I hate myself more than he does. I wanna cry, I wanna scream I wanna say something to him.. But what? " soo " I began but I don't know what to say I can't stand it I turned around  and walked out of room. "Wait" He yelled at me from my room. What to do? Brain tells me to go away but heart wants stay with him. As always I couldn't resist and went back to my room. "what's wrong?" I asked coldly , looking at my feet . I don't wanna look into his eyes because I know what happens next. I can't be so weak.

"stay with me please , I don't wanna be alone" his voice is shaking and his hands are placed on his knees playing with the dress nervously , like scared little girl. I smiled little bit at his cuteness . Wait what the fuck I am doing? I forced myself to put straight face on and sat down next to him. "I'm here with you , don't worry" I said , placing my hand on his knee. He lifted up his head and our eyes locked together. Then he did something unexpected and totally blew my mind. He wrapped his skinny arms around my waist , pulling me into warm embrace. I snuggled closer to his dreads. He smell like a shampoo and alcohol, but damn amazing. I wanna stay like this forever, but everything will end one day. He pulled away from me and blushed. " Brian , I- I really like you" his cheeks gets redder. I smiled  " I really like you to Jeordie" my cheeks turns red too. "But I like you more then you think"

*knock , knock *

FUCK ! Why right now ? Knocking interrupted him , and he looked away embarrased. I hate my parents for this.

" What??" I yelled angrily. "it's me , Can I enter the room? " my mom asked, opening the door . 

"you already did " I glare at her. She looked down embarrassed "sorry" she mumbled. Shit I'm such an asshole  "its okay mom " I apologized , and looked at Jeordie who's playing with his dreads nervously. Such a cutie. I looked back at my mom and she smiled " it's your girlfriend?" she asked , pointing at Jeordie with a smirk. I gave her warning look , and shook my head "moooooom" I facepalm. That was so awkward I'm never gonna look at Jeordie again. "what ?" she looked at me confused. I looked at her with glare again " HE.... isn't my girlfriend" I responded awkwardly and I saw Jeordie blushing out of the corner of my eye. Poor Jeordie.

" he?? .... Uh " her eyes widened and she ran to him. She stroked some of his dreads out of his face and looked at his face. "sorry , uh you're wearing dress and I thought ... " she mumbled embarrassed. "it's okay I'm used to it" he responded without looking at her . Her eyes filled with tears and she hugged him. "oh no , sorry" she stroked his face. That was cute but he is mine "mom" I placed hand on her shoulder. 

"okay I will leave him alone " she mumbled and tried to stand up but Jeordie wrapped his arms around her and snuggled closer. His head was on her shoulders and his eyes were closed. I looked at my mom with 'I don't know what's going on' look.

"sweetie ?" she stroked his head. His eyes opened and  he pulled away from her , apologizing. Soon he started to cry. 

"what's wrong?" we asked at same time. My mom wiped his tears and he looked at me with these cute brown eyes  " Mrs Warner " he began

"Barb" she smiled . 

"okay , Barb , you reminds me of my mother" tear fell down his cheek " she died when I was little kid , since she died my father is beating me . She was amazing , she loved me for who I am , we were really close. I miss her" he cried. I got closer to him and hugged him.

" I'm  sorry " oh no I'm starting to cry too... I placed my head on his chest. "Sweetie , don't be sad. You've got a new family now , you have me and Brian and we love you" mom said , wiping her tears away. He smieled sweetly and thanked .

"I have to go guys" mom left the room. 

I looked at him and his head was down looking at his feet again , I lifted his head " I love you Jeordie White I LOVE YOU" I pressed my lips against his soft sweet lips...

This took so long to update . I'm sorry I was really busy .. This chapter isn't good I know , next chapter will be better . I wasn't in good mood  , sorry :(