(I decided to finely get into Senku's POV after forever!)
Senku P.O.V
Senku had always had a rough time with facing his past... And his gender identity. He hated himself for who he was. He couldn't remember what it was like to be a girl. He hated himself for being what most considered an it. He felt like a monster, like he was no longer was a human.
He never understood why his father did this to him. Why he made him change. He felt so ugly... So unwanted in his scared up body. The places where the surgeons cut into his skin made him terrified to look into the mirror. The mirror that he had broken with his own fist.
The pain was too much to bare. Senku wished he could find some way to rip his heart out. He wondered if he were to cut himself open, would there be a still beating heart or would their be a void? A black hole that was sucking the happiness inside of himself out?
If he were to cut himself open, would he even bleed?
He was so young when it happened to him. When his life had been turned upside down, inside out, and when he had... That happen to him.
Why was he trapped inside of this body!? What did he do to disserve this?
Did he diserve this?
The pain in his chest was too much to bare as he lay there, unable to summon a tear. Just when he needed to cry, he was unable to do so. Any other time he would have been able to brake out into fake ones, but real, authentic tears from authentic emotions never came.
No one loved him...
Grr... He thought to himself as he used his one good hand to type on his phone. Why won't you answer me!? Gen, I'm going to kick your ass. Dumbass, Senku thought to himself as he just needed someone to get his mind off of his childhood trauma.
Damn nerd, he cringed at his own thought. "Haha, I guess I don't have any room to talk," he said to himself.
Tsukasa P.O.V
After hours of being left to cry in his room with no one to. One and check on him, he deicided that it would be best if got up to make sure that the home was completely vacant.
He poked his head out of the door, looking right to left as if he were crossing a road.
Tsukasa had forgotten about his recent murder even though it took almost all of his energy to do it. He had forgotten that there had been any deaths at all that day.
The day was strange to him. He suddenly felt as if he were a child again. Stumbling through the hallways with no intentions of really going anywhere.
Gen's P.O.V.
Gen was able to catch his breath within at least 30 minutes or more. The half of an hour had been distorted to what felt like 3 hours. His heart was pounding in his chest but it was manageable. Tears still blurred his vision
All he needed to do was recollect his thoughts and breath now that he felt he had the ability.
All he needed to do was get up and go for a jog.
Tsukasa P.O.V
Everything sudden seemed so one to him. He felt as if he were a child again. Before he ever had a step-father. He smiled brightly as the beams of the evening sun shined through the windows. The golden glow from the sunlight made him beam as well.
His heart fluttered as he danced around in the kitchen thinking about the person that drove him crazy. In a good way of course.
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Senku x yandere! Tsukasa: "for you, anything"
Fanfic(Currently being edited) A murderous killing machine has found a way to the scientist known as Senku's heart. But little did Senku know that the person that she had fallen in love with was a murderer.
