I layed in my bed waiting for Chris to finish up with Chrissten. I know I should have at lest popped her but, just thinking about those days when my daddy would whoop me for the smallest of things.He mad me want to disobey him,I didn't respect him,how could you respect someone who doesn't care about you and who doesn't talk to you. He just whooped me,no love,no care, just hate. And my mama didn't say or do anything about it. So just to know that no one cares,I didn't listen to them in my teenage years. If they said no I did it,and that's kinda how I meat Michael's died beat ass.
°°°°°°°°°°°10years ago°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°
21-10=11/She's 11
"Get yo ass in this car"Me daddy yelled in my face. We were going to my grandma's house and she's just like her son,always hitting people,so I didn't want to go."No"I said folding my arms."You lil bitch,get the hell in this damn car"He yelled again.I stayed in place and he got out his belt. The second I saw that belt I ran."Fuck you then"He said driving off. I stopped running and sat at a near by bench,and cryed my eyes out. I hate when he do this to me. He's my daddy,what type of percent call their daughter a bitch. I cryed for about 10 more minutes,then I felt eyes on me. I looked up and there was a light-skin boy with cut early hair,pretty eyes,a little taller then me,with a little beard. And did I say fine as hell. He was staring hard as hell,so I got out my small mack-up kit and looked at my face making sure that I had nothing on it."Can you stop starting so damn hard"I said factoring him."My bad lil mama"He said laughing and I didn't get what was so damn funny."What the hell are you laughing at nigga"I said already getting mad."You just don't look like the type of person to take like that"He said moving closer to me,and of course I moved away from him. "So it's like that"He asked smiling showing his little dimples."I guess so"I said rolling my eyes."Well damn lil mama,I know not to get on your bad side"He said Laughing.I rolled my and he started staring again. "Can I help you "I asked. "Yes you can,if you give me your number"He said. "I don't even-"I got cut off by the horn of my daddy's car,then I got a call from him.
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Me:"What"
Daddy:"Get away from him he's dangerous"
Me:"Whatever,so are you"
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I hung up and he called again. I looked at him,and he mouth the words "get in the car". I grabbed the boys face and kissed him,nothing serious just a good 5 seconds. Then I looked at me daddy who looked mad as fuck. I smiled and gaved the boy my number,just make daddy even more mad. Then I walked home and locked my self in my room. That night I talked to him more and more just to make daddy mad,which mad me happy.
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Present day
I got thrown of my thoughts by Chris walking in. "You ok baby "He asked climbing in bed with me."Yeah I'm fine I was just thinking"I said sitting up."About"He asked getting in the bed with me."The past"I said in a sigh. "Do you remember the day we meet"He asked pulling me close. "Oh yeah,that was crazy ass hell"I said laughing. "You was stupid for running in front of the damn car"He said laughing.
°°°°°°°°°°°°°12years ago °°°°°°°°°°°°°°°
21-12=9/She's 9
"Leave me alone"I yelled at my daddy as he chased me all around the house."You stupid Bitch"He yelled hitting my back with the belt. That only Nader run faster,intel I got to the door. I ran out the door,and he changed me. I ran out into the street and a car came flying down the street,I didn't see it intel it was to late. It hit me and I fell to the ground,and ' worlds best daddy's over there took off.The car door opened and this light-skin boy came out the car running to me."Are you ok"He asked. "Yeah I'm fine"I said. "Yes you are"I herd him say as he helped Me up.
°°°°°°°°°°°°°°Present day°°°°°°°°°°°°°°
We were both laughing."I didn't say that"He said referring to what he said helping me up."Yes you did"I said laughing."No I didn't because,I didn't even like you like that intel 10"He said. "Mhm"I said rolling my eyes. "You liked me too,you just didn't want to admit it"He said laughing. "No the he'll I didn't. "So you don't remember"He asked. "Nope"I said popping the 'p',But I remember it like it was yesterday.
°°°°°°°°°°°°°°11Years ago°°°°°°°°°°°°°°
21-11=10/She's 10
Chris' mama told us to get the rest of the bags,so we was in the car. "Do you see any more"I asked Chris. "Nope,do you"He said sitting up shutting the door. "Nope,and why did you shut the door"I asked him. "Because it's cold out side"He said. "Oh"I said sitting up besides him,and he kept his eyes on me as I did so. I looked at him and he smashed his lips on mine and I didn't pull back,I kissed him back with more force. And I love very second of it,but out of no were the car door oped and it was his mama.She yelled at us but we stayed friends obviously.
°°°°°°°°°°°°°Present day°°°°°°°°°°°°°°
"She was more mad at you"He said pulling me closer. "Whatever,lil boy"I said laying on his chest. A couple minutes later I was out
