Ceara
I woke up with red eyes and a tear stained face. I stared at my reflect for the longest and compared now to just earlier yesterday. I had I smile on my face,someone to talk to all day,someone to love,I was happy every second of the day. Now all I have on my face is tears,I have no one to really talk to,the only person I have to love is Chrissten,I'm hurt every second of the day. I wiped off my face and tried to put on a smile on my but no matter how much I tried it just wouldn't come. I walked back to the room and Chrissten was getting dressed so I just left her alone and went to make breakfas. I got out some eggs and beacon and put them on the stove.
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August
Ceara was sleep in the bed rapped around Chrissten. I know she had a bad night so in not even gonna wake her up. I walked over to Chrissten and shook her a little. "Don't wake me up,up,up,up,up,up"She started singing. "Chrissten wake up"I said shaking her some more. "No your not my daddy"She said. If I want Ceara,now I realize that I need to get thru Chrissten. "Look I can tell that you don't like me but I like your mama and I want her to be happy and the only way for her to be happy is to move on an-""No the only way for her to be happy is to get back with my daddy so you can gone somewhere with all that boy"She said cutting me off. "Look I can tell that your a business women right"I asked taking out my money. She saw the money and looked back at me with this weird smirk. "You can say that"She said sitting up. "Well how about this you pretend to like me and I'll give you-" "400 a week"She said cutting me off. "What nah how about-""Look like you said I'm a business women and I get my money,so 100 for me to stop being mean to you around her,100 for me to talk nice to you when she's around,and 200 for me to let you be with her"She said."Fine"I said giving her the money."Good now one more thing,you have to take me to the mall,and Toys r us"She said counting the money. "Fin-""I'm five dollars short"She said cutting me off. I got out a five and gave it to her. She smirked. "We cool now"I asked. "Yeah we're cool August"She said walking to her bag full of stuff. Good I said walking out. I walked in my room and got dressed. When I was done I walked down stairs and Ceara was in the kitchen cooking something. I smiled and walked up behind her,then I put my hands on her hips. She jumped and turned around to me. "August you scarred the fuck out of me"She said hitting my arm. I laughed and she smiled. I love when she smiles. I just want to kiss her and hold her,I never thought s girl would have me filling like this.
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Ceara
I was putting the eggs on the plate when I felt someone put there hands on my hips. I jumped and turned around and it was August."August you scarred the fuck out of me"I said hitting his arm. He laughed and I smiled. I smiled I can't believe I smiled I couldn't do that all today. But if I think about it I smiled yesterday when it happened because of August. He's what I need right now.He licked his lips and started lining in and I couldn't help but to do the same. I know it's wrong because me and Chris just broke up but it fills so damn right. The second our lips touched I was in heaven. I raped my a arms around his neck to deepen the kiss,and his hands found my butt. I was in absolute heaven until Chrissten ruined it. "Ewww oh my God why"She said covering her eyes. I sighed. "Grow up it was just a kiss"I said. "Mhm like the little daddy said a kiss is one thing but a make-out is another"Chrissten said. August laughing then looked at me. "I love you Ceara"He said after he peaked my lips. "I love you too Chris...I-I ment August"I stuttered.He peaked my lips again.I smiled,this could work. He walked over to where Chrissten was and they started talking and stuff. I looked at Chrissten August playing together and thought that maybe this could work out for me and her. "Mama I'm going to be late"Chrissten said getting up. "Um yeah um I'll-""I got her you just go get your clothes ok babe"He said cutting me off. "Ok than you...again"I said hugging him. Are we together?I dint think so but he did call me babe. Hmm if we are that's not a bad thing if we is I guess that's not a bad thing. They left out and I sighed and put on my shoes and drove to my- Chris house. When I got there last night kept replaying in my head. I tried hard not to cry. I swallowed my tears and walked to the door. I knocked on it and waited for him to answer. A couple seconds later the door opened and it was the bitch herself Rihanna. "Can I help you Ceara"She asked. I tried do hard not to kill her but the fact that she had on Chris shirt and nothing else was not helping. "I just need my stuff"I said trying to walk in but she stoped me. "You don't live here so you can't just walk in my man's house"She said. My face turned red and I reacted before I even thought about it. I punched her in the face and she fell out cold. I'm so damn sick of this girl. I dragged her to the couch and layed her down. I walked up stairs and Chris was watching tv. He looked like I looked this morning but his eyes was way more red. He looked up and saw me then jumped up. "Ceara oh my god babe I so sorry I-I wasn't thinking"He said running up to me. "Chris I just came for my stuff"I said walking to the closest. I got all my stuff and walked to Chrissten room and he followed. "Babe please I love you"He said grabbing me. I sighed. "Chris please just leave me alone"I said as my voice starting to crack. "I love you and I miss you babe please don't leve"He said kissing my neck. I knew what he was doing and I wasn't falling for it. "Chris you made it pretty clear that you want Rihanna-""Fuck her ok fuck that bitch she's nothing compared to you I love you"He said. I pushed him and started getting all of Chrissten toys.Chris came up behind me and put his hands in om hips and started biting my ear he knows what that do to me."Babe"Chris whispered in my ear. Don't do it. He kissed my neck. Don't do it. I pulled away and got her stuff and left the room with nothing but a bed. I ran down to the car and put the stuff in the car. I walked back in the house and walked in the garage and got her cars and put them in the car.Do you know how hard it is to put 8 little cars in this car,I could barely fit three.Chris tried to stop me but I kept focus. When I was done I said bye to Chris and went to August house and put up all of her stuff. I did that all in tree hours and August still ain't here. Were the hell is he.
