When you fall asleep, you probably don't think about what you're going to dream. You don't worry about such a little unimportant thing. You don't fear yor dreams. You never think about them twice. Because you know that you're goining to wake up from them. You're going to wake up from them, no mather if they are good dreams or nightmares. And of course you don't want to wake up from the good dreams. I understand you. But on the other hand you want to wake up from the nightmares. When it's possible as soon as you can. & the good part of this story is, that YOU can do that.
But what would you do if you couldn't ?! What when you go to sleep in a nightmare & you wake up in the same, or one that's even worse ? When you'd be in a nightmare the whole time, even when you're awake...? When you live the nightmare ? You can't escape it once. Only for a short time, a few minutes? And for this calm minutes or seconds you need to hurt yourself. Can you imagine that ?
I bet you can't. But you're not the only one who can't imagine that. There are thousands of people who can not.
But guess what ?! There are also thousands of people who live a nightmare. More than you can imagine. Sometimes we can escape this nightmare, for this few minutes. Most of us are bleeding while they escape. But that's the only proof that they have, that they are still alive. We have to hurt ourselves to feel alive. We do every kind of self harm & pain brining thing to feel alive. Isn't this just sick ?! For every other person there would be so much pain, they would scream out of the pain they would feel.Some would even cry.
But we on the other side feel relived. We welcome the pain. Or there's going to happen worse to us. every kind of self harm is keeping every singleone of us alive.Pain is relive for us. We need it to feel it alive.It's helping us.
Never forget that.
Stay strong you beautiful people & if you need help, DM me :)
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How to save a life
Non-FictionI`m just a random girl that likes to express herself sometimes. I hope you enjoy it & maybe I can help some of you a little bit. I`ll write some by myself. But there are maybe gonna be some from other fighters. I`m gonna mark the ones that a...
