Mom said I was to sick so I couldn't participate in any school fun activities , Dad said it can affect my health , my sister said I could die and believe me when i say I believed everything they said , I haven't achieved any thing so I can't die right I said to mom , mom silently nods to my question with lots of tears running down her face , I never felt bad for my self but instead for my family especially my mom I would always listen to her cry downstairs alone if I can live it's only to make sure my family is happy well am still alive but I do have little time to live , my parents always got me whatever I want even when I do not need them just to put a smile on my face ,oh did I forget to introduce my self oh well am sorry , My name is kizie ambia I am half India and half African well I group up in Zambia but later on moved to LA because of my treatments you see sometimes I force myself to cry but I just never seem to cry I don't know but I think I do not have feelings or emotions sometimes my sister calls me "dry soul" and I think I am actually a dry soul I never feel sorry for my self I never smile always frowning I never play I never joke because I am empty and dry ,Mimi was right I am a dry soul . (back to my introduction) well I have only one sibling which is Mimi she's older than me and obviously more fun than me , Mimi has a boy which she is currently dating well they have being dating for two years now but Mimi still doesn't know he's a cheat well she would never believe me if I told her so what's the need I kept it to myself ,Mimi and I were so close until her boyfriend came In the middle of us now Mimi does not even have my time any more which makes me feel sad but I still can't say anything .
Mom you don't have to cry for everything I will be fine ( I only say that to my family to make them feel happy but inside of me I know I will never be fine ) I just need to continue taking my medications and treating and I will be fine go on I will prepare for church now okay , mom left my room without saying anything but still crying " am sure you would be wondering why an Indian /African girl is going to church well we are Christians strong believers we normally go to church only on Sundays but ever since I had cancer we started going for all weekly service that is ( Thursdays, Mondays and Fridays ) I never I had an issue with it neither did any body in my family had issue with it because we knew it is only God that can save me .
I got down from my bed and prepared myself for church .
Hey guys I hope you enjoyed my novel Seri okay guys so the next episode will be coming out on Saturday thanks guys.....
