We all got ready and went to the church when we came in the first evening service had already started so we quickly joined in not to miss it the best part of church or service for me is the praises and worship because then I can talk without anybody hearing me sometimes I prefer not talking than talking it makes me think of positive things I am going to do before I die . Its only Jesus that can serve us from all since and if we have faith in him you do not have to worry anymore and also as Christians we should be wise let's all go home and read Proverb:9:1till the end may we all rise to pray , my mom and dad never let's me participate in most of the church activities like standing to pray singing , dancing and yes even reading the bible but they do allow me to read the bible at home a lot and I believe they are doing it for my well being so I don't mind listening to them ,
The pastor was done praying the church shared the grace and we were closed for today I sat in my sit while my parent and my sister went to greet the pastor I waited for them immediately they were done they came to meet me then we went to car and drove home .
The pastor said we should bring kizie on Saturday to see him said mother I know they already discussed about it but they just wanted me to hear it before they told me so I wouldn't reject it then mother came to me saying kizie my dear so the pastor before mother could finish the sentence I accepted the proposal , mother was very happy and surprised with my answer so was father but like I said everything I will do before I die will only put a smile on my parents face no matter what it is , I said yes to the proposal as I stood up smiled to my mother and told her I wanted to sleep she gave me a hand and took me to my room she lay me down on the bed and covered me with bed spray /sheet as she kissed me on my forehead and left .
Feel minutes later my sister came in thinking I was fast asleep held my hands and started crying and she repeatedly said one sentence ( God please do not allow her to die ) I felt a sharp pain in my heart knowing it was only my dad or mom that could do this but when Mimi did it I felt loved , I felt like the whole world loves me and never wants me to die I felt like i was the only one going through this pain but what I felt most importantly was a sister's love which can never fade away no matter the circumstances. Then I knew I was actually loved ,then one drop of tears fell from my left eye .
Thank you guys so much for starting my novel seri , sorry for bringing out chapter two so late thank you all once again and please continue reading to know more ...
