Our special love (Kenhina) -COMPLETED-

Chapter 11: Abuse or clusmy?

Previously...

"Not finished? You ungrateful brat!" He yelled, spitting all over my face. I felt fear creep up on me. I felt tears well up in eyes. I then felt something come in contact with my skin.

He slapped me.....

-Yamaguchi POV-

I was currently sobbing in my room, my father passed out on the couch with a slut.

Now I know why mom moved out...she tried to take me with her but court said otherwise, apparently 'father and son have a strong bond'.

Like hell we have a bond. I have more of a bond with bandages than him.

I tried running away, but I can't, he always finds me. It's like he has a tracker on me, it's terrifying.

I tried to tell the police but his manipulative ass convinced them that I was crazy and didn't know what I was saying.

As much as I say I hate him, I can't help but love him. He was the one who brought me in this world, till this day he, at the very least, gave me a roof and some food. I'm even lucky that my bones don't break when he hits me.

It first only started out as verbal abuse. He blamed me for my mother leaving, how I couldn't keep my mouth shut. Then he started drinking, going out to bars. He started using me as a punching bag. I, once in a while stand up for myself, but that just gets me locked the basement for the whole night.

No mattress.

No blanket.

No food or water.

The only thing I had was a cold hard floor, in pure darkness.

I always believed that life will get better soon, which is why I never tried to kill myself, even if life is at its worst point. But I've been believing that for way too long. Ever since he started, I always thought, 'maybe he'll see what he's doing wrong!'

'Maybe he'll change!'

'Life will get better! I will move out, and find a better family than this!'

I couldn't find anything else anymore. My mind is empty. My life isn't gonna get better. But I also have people to live for.

But... would they actually care?-

No! Stop! I can't think about it like that! If they didn't care, they would've never visited me in the hospital! Never talk to me! Constantly ignore me! Hell, even let me rot in the street when I got into the accident!...

I sighed and got to go get bandages. I looked through my drawers and couldn't a single one. I sighed once again and slowly made my way downstairs, careful not to wake my father. I looked over at him. I formed a disgusted face, he was laying there naked with another women also naked. I gagged and went to get more bandages to store in my room.

Once I got the bandages, I quickly ran up to my room, I ended up waking up my father so I quickly locked my door. I sighed in relief but that ended quickly once I heard yelling.

"Brat! How dare you wake me up?! You ungrateful worthless piece of shit!" I heard him start banging on my door. I began sobbing quietly. I didn't dare talk back to him, but that didn't mean I opened the door.

He stopped and began running downstairs, I was relieved that he finally left. But then I heard a scream, then it muffled. I covered my ears. This for some reason is a daily thing for him. He has 'it' with a women and when she tries to leave he grabs her and rapes her. I know this because I've seen it when I was younger. With my own mother, which is why my mother left.

It's a heartbreaking sight.

I sighed as the screaming turned into moans. I wanted to scream. I knew my dad was a sadist. Hell, he even pleasures himself with my pain. Not sexual but, using belts and kicking me till I'm passed out.

I began crying as I heard the moans increased. I needed to get out of this hell.

I quickly opened a window, and packed my bags full of bandages and clothes. I'm not running away, but I'm spending the night and tsukishima's, I cannot stay here tonight...

I jumped out the two story house and once I landed I regretted it, I fell flat on my face because my ankles were in pain from jumping out of the window. I sighed stood up slowly and walked towards Tsukishima's house, hoping he was awake.

Once I made it to his window I knocked a few times until I saw a tired Tsukishima staring back at me. I smiled sheepishly as he opened it. "Yamaguchi? What are you doing here? It's late.." Tsukishima mumbled out. I let himself inside, knowing Tsukishima didn't mind. "I just wanted to spend the night here" I said with a smile. Tsukishima smiled but it faltered once he saw my face.

"What happened?! Your face looks like hell!" He exclaimed as he took his face into his hands. I winced and pulled away. "I-I tripped..." I said, clearly lying but he didn't question any further. He sighed. He went to his closet and pulled out a dinosaur onesie, I chuckled.

He handed me it, and I smiled "thanks Tsukki" I said and changed infront of him, I've done this many times so I'm not bothered.

Once I got it on, I put my dirty clothes in my bag and flopped on his bed. His bed was always so soft and comfy, unlike mine, which is hard as cardboard and creaky.

He smiled and lied down beside me and pulled me into a hug. "I'm glad I get to see this side of you.." I mumbled out. "I'm glad I can be caring and affectionate towards you, without you being too awkward about it" he said as he cuddled me.

I smiled and kissed his cheek,

"Night Tsukki"

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