Vongola's Cat | KHR x OC

Ch 13 | Rain

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Days already passed since Gokudera becomes Tsuna's friend and guardian and sticks to him and even vowed to protect him.

Shiroka patiently wait for Tsuna outside as her thoughts drift to what will happen today from her memories until she widened her eyes.

'Today's the day when he..' Shiroka thought as she widened her eyes and about to call for Tsuna to hurry up when Tsuna burst open the door and Shiroka swiftly jump to his shoulders.

"Do you feel something bad is going happen?" Shiroka ask and Tsuna nod his head "I need to get to the school fast" He said and a little more minute he finally arrives and reluctantly sat on his seat as Gokudera approach him and greet him and Tsuna greeted back until he notice a certain someone missing.

Shiroka grew impatient and look around and notice Reborn hiding on the tree "Gokudera-kun did you see Yamamoto-kun?" Tsuna ask and Shiroka look at them and Gokudera shakes his head "I haven't seen the baseball freak since yesterday" Gokudera replied.

"He's been pushing himself hard on baseball these days, and I'm worried what if he breaks his arm?" Tsuna worriedly stated as Shiroka mentally sigh 'He did broke his arm, that's why–' her thoughts had cut off when the classroom door slammed open.

"Yamamoto's gonna jump off the roof!" Their classmates yelled as everyone gasp and Shiroka click her tongue and jump to Tsuna's shoulder "Go save him Tsuna!" She said as Tsuna stand up and push himself out the room and run towards the roof with Gokudera running behind him.

Tsuna arrives at the rooftop and saw Yamamoto on the other side of the railing and watching the sky with emotionless gaze.

Shiroka stared at him and for some reason Yamamoto's image was being replace by a girl with long black hair tied in a high ponytail and brown eyes as she look at her direction and smiled.

"I'm sorry, Charlotte..."

Her red eyes widened as her ears block Tsuna's shouts about stopping Yamamoto from jumping off the roof and Yamamoto's retorts as she focused at the figure overlapping Yamamoto.

"Lily!!"

'Why?'

'Who..?'

'Who is Lily...?'

'Why I can't remember her?'

"I'm so sorry.. for everything..."

'Why is she apologizing?'

"I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so—!"

'Why i am apologizing?'

"No...!"

"Don't!"

"Don't come near me!"

"NO!!!"

'Why did I hear a splatter of something, someone..?'

"IT'S YOUR FAULT!"

"GO TO YOUR ROOM!!"

"I HATE YOU!!"

"It's more better if you disappear instead of her!!"

"You killed her"

"Please die"

"Bring her back...!!"

'I don't... understand...'

'I don't remember this...'

"Gyahh!!" Shiroka snap out of her thoughts as she felt herself falling, she could easily balance herself and hung on the window sill but she look down and saw Tsuna and Yamamoto falling.

"NO!!! LILY!!!"

She froze and she heard a gunshot before she was grabbed by Tsuna and they landed safely on the ground and Shiroka remained frozen and not long Gokudera arrive.

She snap out of her frozen state as she let out the breath she was holding in as she remember what she just saw, her eyes was now shadowed by the dark as she made her way towards Yamamoto and hardly kick him on the face making the two students gasp and a Hitman being slightly taken aback because it's was rarely for her to lose her cool.

"Are you an actual idiot?" Shiroka ask as she paw-slap Yamamoto on the face again bit this time it was 3× hard that he stumbles back on the ground as Tsuna and Gokudera watch in shock.

Yamamoto laugh a little "Maybe..." He answered and Shiroka sigh "Why do you even think on jumping? Just because of your fucking broken arm? and that baseball?" She ask sharply as she glare at Yamamoto who look away.

"Shi-shiroka it's okay, besides I a-already saved him from hitting the ground!" Tsuna tried to reason but Shiroka ignores him "Then what if you two died?" Yamamoto and Tsuna flinch at her cold tone "Do you think suiciding could end the pain?" She ask again.

Yamamoto gulp "I..." She huff "No, the pain will just passed to your father" Yamamoto widened his eyes "Don't be selfish Yamamoto Takeshi, Do you think only you could feel pain?" She said as Tsuna look at her worriedly.

She pointed at Tsuna "Look at him, he was called a Dame-Tsuna, and bullied since he was a child, did he commit suicide?" Tsuna blink his eyes in shock as Gokudera widened his eyes when he heard it "If he did, he won't be breathing here with you, so stand up, you still have something.. someone waiting for your return" Yamamoto finally faced her to see her smiling at them.

Shiroka stands up as she turn around and walk away "Live for your Family" she spoke the last time before running away and mysteriously disappearing.

And doesn't even aware that the three including a certain Hitman notice how shaky and weak and she let out those words. For them, it's their first time seeing her fragile side.

Shiroka ran back to the disciplinary room and jump inside while Hibari was about to prepare to attack her, stop halfway when he felt her gloomy aura, he narrowed his eyes and sat on the couch before raising his hand motioning her to come to him which Shiroka followed and curled herself in Hibari's arms, pressing her head on his chest before closing her eyes.

'Why.. what are those things I saw?'

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