~Trigger Warning~ Chapter is based off helping with an anxiety attack/panic attack ((I don't really know the difference but they suck either way))
"Damn." You shut your phone off and took off your headphones, sighing for probably the 50th time tonight. Well, technically today since it was 2am and you still hadn't slept. You left your dorm room to go downstairs and get some F/d ((Whatever your favorite drink is))
~Kiri's POV~
Yeah this is great. Just sitting on the couch in the common room trying not to have a fucking anxiety attack. I stayed down here after everyone went to bed and now I'm overthinking everything. I wanna be a hero, I wanna save people, but what if I can't save my classmates? My breathing got heavier, and I ran a hand through my hair. What if we get separated and I can't save them? What if we're on different missions and I don't make it there fast enough? What if- I hear multiple thuds and then,
"Agh shit! Motherfucker!" I whip around, looking towards the stairs where the sound came from, and I see Y/n, laying at the bottom of the stairs. "Damn, my poor ass.." Did they...Fall down the stairs? That's a lot of stairs to fall down. They stood up and brushed themselves off before looking over to me.
"Oh hey Kiri, I didn't know you were down here. Sorry if I woke you up." I shook my head slightly, "No, I wasn't sleeping. Just thinking." Thinking about how I'm not going to be able to save them. Y/n's gaze stayed on me a bit longer before walking over and sitting next to me, still leaving a comfortable space in between us. What if I can't even save myself? I tried to slow my breathing and stop thinking so much as I avoided eye contact. There was silence for a minute, giving me even more anxiety as I tried to just stop breathing all together to be quiet, which worked kinda well because I couldn't catch my breath anyways. Y/n gently put their hand on my shoulder and I flinched slightly, not expecting it since I wasn't looking.
"Hey, are you ok? We've been friends for a while now and I know when you're not doing well." 'Damn' I was gonna try to talk but I couldn't hold my breath anymore and I started coughing, not being able to get any air in and panicking. What if they need me and I'm not there? Y/n moved closer and held my hand, pulling me close. "Hey hey hey, breathe." Their words and actions seemed to go through one ear and out the other because I couldn't breathe, I held their hand tighter as I failed to focus on their words.
My quirk started slowly activating as I kept squeezing onto Y/n's hand, but they didn't pull away, they pulled me closer. "If you're thinking too much just focus on me." I tried my hardest to focus, feeling like I was choking. Y/n ran their free hand through my hair, "Focus on me. Breathe. In, and out." They took a deep breath in and I did the same, feeling the air return to me make me calm down some. They exhaled and I did the same,
"See, you can breathe, keep going." I focused on this until I felt calm, the thoughts going away as Y/n and I were left in silence. They stayed quiet, still holding my hand in theirs and holding me close. They spoke up, "If you wanna talk we can talk, or if you want me to leave and not talk about this we can. Either way is fine." They started to pull their hand away but I held on tighter, my gaze on the floor. "I um....I don't think I really wanna talk about it right now but can you stay please?" They gave a small 'Mhm' as a yes before the room was quiet again. I felt my mind wander as my eyes closed and I fell asleep.
-Sorry for all the fluff but nobody's sending in requests and I like helping people so I put that into writing fluff
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