I Love You But Do You Love Me? (Complete)

the beginning

~1week earlier~

One day during practice i stated coughing really hard. I put my hand over my mouth and when i moved them  away i saw flowers. I froze and started cry i didnt know what to do everyone was stareing at me in shock. i looked at hinata whith teary eyes who knew why this was happening who knew why i got Hanahaki.

I started to cough again flowers covered in blood falling onto the gym flower. I started to feel dizzy and i was shaking. I rember feeling really cold and hearing very faint vocies screaming my name i felt my body hit the ground and everything went balck. I could hear everyone screaming. I felt someone pick me up and carry me away.

I woke up in the hospital. I saw the team some standing some sitting. They had red puffy eyes. I looked around to see hinata stareing at me. "What happened?" My voice sounded weak. "You lost a lot of blood when you started coughing up flowers." I looked at short orange haired boy who looked concerned"what the doctors say?" "You got Hanahaki disease" i felt tears run down my face they were hot against my skin. I cried into hinata arms and feel asleep a few minutes  later.

I woke up to see my room and hinata siting on the edge of my bed"hey" he turned and looked at me and smiled "i'm gald your alright." He looked more calm then before"i'll be at practice tomorrow even if im sick!" Hinata looked at me shocked and he wasnt smileing like usal"you cant suga-san and you know exactly why." He said it so coldly. I didnt know what to say so i just said "i'm still going" he looked at me anger in his eyes" Suga NO!" He paused. "I wont let you die or for it to get worse because of vollybally!" I stared at him with a blank expression  and noded "okay." It was all i could say he looked so angry he could kill a bear.

It was really quite between us until he said "i'm sorry suga-san i should'nt have lashed out like that." "Its okay." I paused a moment "i should have i listend to you, you're right i cant go." I said it coldly and calmly my voice still a bit weak. "You can still come and whatch practice!" "Yea i'd like that" and with that hinata left. I layed in my bed as i cried once aging in couldnt belive i had Hanahaki, that also meant daichi didnt like me.