Abuse (Gratsu) *completed*

Flashbacks

Gray's POV

After seeing Porlyuscia we were allowed to Natsu back to my house. Whilst we were walking through the forest Natsu looked really scared. He randomly stopped and I looked at Erza but she looked confused as well. He then turned his head as if he heard something and then his breathing went faster. "What's happening...?" I asked Erza. "I don't know, I think he's having a panic attack but it doesn't look like it." She said and I looked back at Natsu. He seemed to be whispering something to himself and he looked less scared.

Natsu's POV

"It's just a flashback, calm down..." I whispered as I could still see Sting with a knife. He then came running over to me and stabbed me. I fell to the floor and there was blood everywhere. It didn't hurt much but I couldn't move or even try to get up. I felt someone hug me and then I was being picked up. I looked behind and I couldn't see Sting anymore. I looked up to see who was carrying me and it was Gray. He smiled sadly at me and I smiled sadly at him back. I could also see Erza walking next to him. We were going back to Gray's house.

Gray's POV

When we got to my house Natsu wouldn't speak so us, he just sat down at my table and daydreamed. "Is he ok...?" Erza asked me. "I don't know, I wonder what happened..." I whispered whilst walking over to him. "Are you ok...?" I asked. He didn't answer but he nodded his head as a response. He looked like he was just numb, he didn't look sad but didn't look happy. His eyes were dull and he looked like he wasn't feeling any emotion.

I decided to put some music and eat something. Erza left and I was sat with Natsu who still wasn't speaking to me. After a while I could feel Natsu watching me find a song I wanted on. Eventually I just left it and Natsu looked at me like he new the song. I looked at my phone and the song was called broken. It sounded dark and sad. I could see Natsu lip syncing the song next to me.

'Will you end my pain?
Will you take my life?
Will you bleed me out?
Will you hang me out to dry?
Will you take my soul in the midnight rain?
While I'm falling apart
While I'm going

Will you end my pain?
Will you take my life?
Will you bleed me out?
Will you hang me out to dry?
Will you take my soul in the midnight rain?
While I'm falling apart
While I'm going
Insane

(Most people are searching for happiness
They're looking for it
They're trying to find it in someone
Or something outside of themselves
That's a fundamental mistake
Happiness is something that you are
And it comes from the way you speak)

Can you break my bones?
Will you tear my skin?
Can you taste my lust?
Can you feel my sin?

See I'm a waste of life
I should just kill myself
Yeah, I could slit my wrists
But it really wouldn't help
Wouldn't fix my issues
Or change your mind
Cause I broke your heart
And you buried mine
Now I'm 6 feet deep and I can't breathe
I got dirt in my eyes
And blood on my sleeves
But I dig my way up
Through these roots and leaves
So I can get some air
So I can finally breathe
And now I'm on my knees
Oh baby begging please
Will you
Will you

Will you end my pain?
Will you take my life?
Will you bleed me out?
Will you hang me out to dry?
Will you take my soul in the midnight rain?
While I'm falling apart
While I'm going

Will you end my pain?
Will you take my life?
Will you bleed me out?
Will you hang me out to dry?
Will you take my soul in the midnight rain?
While I'm falling apart
While I'm going
Insane

(We cannot choose the things that will happen to us
But we can choose the attitude we want to take
Towards anything that happens to us)

Goodbye
Don't you miss me when I'm gone
Goodbye
Cause you're the f*cking reason that I'm not around
Goodbye
Don't you miss me when I'm, miss me when I'm gone
Goodbye
Cause you're the f*cking reason that I'm not around
F*cking reason that I'm not around
Bitch, you're the f*cking reason that I'm not around'

That was so depressing, how does Natsu know that...? I'll ask him later as I'm tired. I decided to go to bed to get some sleep...