Bella The Bad Girl--Twilight

Prologue

Prologue

Have you ever wanted to escape from a place so bad for a reason you couldn't tell anyone what it was? Well, I do, and I couldn't even tell my kind mother about it. I would wake up screaming in horror every night, the memory haunted me everywhere I went. The thought of him standing over me with a wicked smile plastered on his stupid face, my entire body shivered as he stroke my cheek gently after what he had done to me. My whole attitude changed and I became known as the bad girl, I dumped him as fast as I could the next day and when he threatened me I punched him. He looked up at me in shock as I smirked down at him, he knew then he would never be able to use me the way he desired anymore. I walked away from him and never looked back, I ignored his existence as best as I could.

The memory of him continued to haunt me for months, then I just suddenly snapped and I just couldn't stand being in Phoenix anymore. When I told my mother I wanted to move to Forks to live with Charlie she gave me a strange look, probably since she didn't know why I wanted to move, but she didn't stop me nonetheless. Phoenix only reminded me of what my ex-boyfriend did to me, I just had to leave so bad because I wanted my freedom back. I hope with the time I would be spending in Forks that I would be able to forget him, but I knew I would never be able to forgive him for what he did to me. My mother and father would never find out what happened to me, if they found out I just don't know how I would be able to handle that.

One thing I didn't like about Forks was that it was cloudy and raining most of the time; also that it always seemed to be cold as well. It wouldn't remind me of Phoenix because it was just the exact opposite, which made me think this is were I would remain until I graduated. I never used my bad girl act around my mother, but when I was at school everyone better watch out. I laughed at the though of trying to irritate the biggest scariest person at the school, but I would wait until the second day before even trying to attempt something like that. I didn't care if I did it to a guy or a girl, being the bad girl was the only way to cope with my pain.