Chapter three: ED.

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TW:Eating disorder, panic attack, self doubt, self harm, needles, death, suicide.

× Highschool AU ×

Keith
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'I, I don't know what to do..' I texted Shiro. I was in the middle of class, Lance beside and and Pidge on the other. 'You need to see someone, tell someone you trust other then me. I know it will be hard, but trust me, you'll be fine I promise you Keith.' , 'Alright, thank you.' I texted back before shoving my red tinted phone into my pocket. "Who you testing~?" Lance asked, I stiffed. He might be my bestfriend, He might be the love of my life, but I couldn't tell him. He has enough on his plate, I shouldn't be adding. "Shiro, he asked me about hanging out after school, you wanna come to sunset park?" Pidge then spook. "Could I come? I wanna study the stars more." I nodded, Lance gave me one of his half-assed smiled and yelled. "Yes!" , "Keith, Pidge, lance! Detention!"

After detection.

"Well that was dumb. Anyone wanna stop at the restaurant down town?" Everyone said yes, I spaced out. 'Don't eat, you're fat enough.' , 'Have you see you're body? It's gross.' "Keith! Hello?" Tears spiked my eyes, running down like calming rain down a window. "Y, Yeah. I'm not hungry.. I'm gonna head home. See you." I ran down the street as my house wasn't close at all, after a few hours I got home, trying to calm myself a panic attack settled and the air turned raw and stiff. 'You aren't good enough. They hate you.' , 'You're to fat, who wants a ugly, fat, dumb looking person like you?' , 'Hurt yourself, you deserve everything that's happening.' , 'Lance will never like someone like you.' My lungs trying to get air they screamed, I then remember what Shiro told me to do during times like this. I breathed in, and out. Hard but calming breaths escaped and I finaly calmded down, my breath evening I ran upstairs into the bathroom locking myself in. "F, Fuck. Fucking hell." I slid down the hard tiled floor pulling my boney legs up to my chest baring my porcelain face in. "M, Maybe I should go..?" I shook my head, I would disappoint shiro, he the only one who cares. I looked up at the bathrooms mirror, shinning and dusty I stood up shakily and grabbed onto the cold edge. "I'm a mess.. Maybe he wont miss me. Everyone just here for the pity." I looked down seeing a rusted, old, dried, blooded razor and a few needles, grabbing them, I took the cold metal and slowly slid it across me pale skin the familiar stinging and dark blood dripping. "Hah.." I let out a small sigh, the blood dripping down my skin taking a needle I poked it into my vein a hitched breath I kept doing it over and over intil the red substance dripprd onto the floor and my legs couldn't handle my weight, I couldn't blame them, I would give up on me too. I laid still on the floor, letting the liquid drip and finaly.. Falling into a endless void of sleep.

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