french bitch // dollgoode

ch.7 ~ the grandfather

gigi and nicky walk to their dorm hand in hand, they have been together now for five months. gigi and nicky aren't boasting about their relationship but they aren't hiding it anymore either

"nicky?"

"yeah geege?"

"h-ha-have you always-"

"what?"

"have you always been gay?"

"i guess? why do you ask mon amour?"

"i don't know, i'm just wondering"

"well i was eleven and i was at the hairdressers. while my mom was getting her roots done i picked up a magazine and it had these beautiful ladies in it"

"oooh"

"and there was this one girl with brown hair and a perfect nose, brown eyes and she- she was just perfect, perfect body and everything. i looked at her for a second then i realised"

"shit really?"

"yeah that was it to be honest, so what was that whole thing with that girl when you where younger?"

"oh um there isn't really a story"

"oh come on i told you mine"

"fine, um she was this tall fucking blonde girl"

"uh huh?"

"she had perfect blue eyes and she was so sweet, she joined our school when i was twelve. the first time i saw her i decided we had to be friends"

"okay?"

"well we started hanging out and we became best friends over night. eventually we started to get closer and i started catching her looking at me, in class, at lunch and once in the changing rooms"

"oh shit"

"yeah, then one day i invited her to my house for a sleepover" they reach the dorm and stop outside the door, "so we hung out in my house watched the TV in my living room because where we stay we didn't really have TV's in our bedrooms and stuff"

"okay"

"my mom got home so we had to go upstairs and we got into my bed room, we where listening to the radio and i was doing her hair and i don't know what happened to be honest i called her pretty and she basically grabbed me and kissed me"

nicky looks at gigi, "okay?"

"um she pushed me on my bed and we kept kissing she was very well let's just say she put her hand down my trousers and i stopped her"

"wait i thought you got caught"

"yeah well she came to my house multiple times" gigi opens the door, "we started dating um she was my girlfriend i guess"

"wait so i'm not your first girlfriend?" nicky leads gigi into their room

"well no but honestly i don't think i even had feelings for her we only used to make out all the time it wasn't really a relationship"

"so your dad caught you kissing her in your room?" nicky says with a gentle voice trying not trigger gigi

"oh yeah we where laying on my bed and she got on top of me, she um put her hand down my trousers and i grabbed her wrist to stop her then my dad walked in"

"shit really?"

"yeah then he just spoke in a very deep voice and said, 'you should go home' then grabbed my wrist pulling me out the room"

"she walked home in the dark alone. her family moved away a few days later and i never saw her again" gigi feels tears build up in her eyes

"aw gigi" nicky pulls her into a deep and meaningful hug, "i'm sorry"