SB19-Not Your Ordinary Fantasy (JoshTin) Ongoing

Chapter 4 - Encounter

If words were only as patient

As the idle leaves of a tree,

We wouldn't have thrown away

A future that was merely beginning.

If words were only as brave

As the moon conquers the sun,

We wouldn't have unsent letters

Of feelings that were true.

If words were only as free

As the stars above,

We wouldn't have a lifetime

Slip away from our grasp.

If words were solely needed

To reclaim an unplanned misfire,

We would be living our lives

With words written by us.

-Daniel Ang

Jahsmin Cahsmere P.O.V.

         Do not throw away the broken pieces in your life. Keep them close to your heart, Even when they constantly remind you of what you lost. In time, The sun will shine bright and when It hits those shattered pieces? you will see how beautiful they can be. Finally you will eventually place them together and become whole again.

        This movie makes me cry harder, just like how my heart, ache so much in my dreams. Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit ganito nalang ako sobrang ma apektuhan sa palabas na ito. Maybe because the character in this movie portray something that might have happen to me before?. One of my long lost memories? I'm not sure. Pero imposible eh napaka imposible.

       Until now, I can't still figure out why my dreams are like that. At kung sino ang lalaki sa aking panaginip. Bakit kailangan kong masaktan ng sobra kapag napapanaginip ko sya? Ano bang papel nya sa buhay ko noon? (1 whole pad oh 1/2 pad ( A: okay corny mona drama to) kidding aside)

    I got this urge to know that man's identity. Kung sino sya sa buhay ko. Pakiramdam ko kapag nangyari yon, doon lang ako magiging buo ulit. Just like a puzzle, it all seems a mess but when it get fixed? you can finally see the bigger picture. 

Pero mahirap, hindi ko alam kung pa ano at saan ko sya hahanapin. Ni hindi ko nga alam kung totoo bang nag e-exist sya, or gawa gawa lang sya ng malikot kong kaisipan.

      I thought si ayessa mapapa iyak ko sa takot sa palabas na napili ko. Akala ko I will finally have my sweet revenge on her. If only I know this will be the outcome of my actions, I shouldn't have chosen this movie and sit in the first row. Kung minamalas ka nga naman, naniniwala na ako na digital ang karma.

       Honestly hindi naman sya gaano nakakaiyak talaga, yung movie I mean. Dahil cliff-hanger ang palabas. Wala itong exact ending, Kumbaga, nakaka bitin parang ang audience na ang pinag iisip ng direktor kung ano magiging ending nya. If it will be a happy one or a sad one. Nasa manonood na kung pa ano ang iisipin nyang kahihinatnan.