SB19-Not Your Ordinary Fantasy (JoshTin) Ongoing

CHAPTER 5 - SE-EON

Josh Cullen Santos P.O.V.

I know what it's like 

To be completely alone

When the cold world strikes.

How friends become strange

At the sight of oddity

And fear instant change.

I understand pain

For I was in your very place

 Trapped in nameless chains.

So trust when I say,

I already chose a side

 With the unbiased gray.

-Daniel Ang

        As time goes by, whatever happens throughout this time will be written as a chapter of my past. It was a journey getting to where I am right now . 

        I wasn't always proud of who I am. There were several times in the past when I thought I was being punished for having born with deficiency that I never wanted to have.

     I was born blind, raised by my mother all by herself and never in my life na nakita ko ang tatay ko even those times na ma operahan ako at magsimulang makita ang kulay ng bawat bagay sa mundo. 

      My life is full of unpleasant moments, I've been bullied since I was a kid for not being able to see anything or anyone that surrounds me. Unfair? but that's how people treat a person with disability nowadays. 

         Our struggles are like a series of heavy rainstorms. Each one we surpass made us stronger and brave. Like the patterns left by rainstorms, you never know when new rejection and pain will present themselves.

        As the storm comes, always remember the lesson you've learned form the previous storms and eventually you will surpass everything just like before.

"Josh! Bumaba kana djan! melelate kana sa rehearsal nyo!" 

Tawag na pala ako ni Vester ka miyembro ko sa Se-Eon kpop cover group at isa sa mga naging matalik ko nang kaibigan. 

      Noong mga panahong nakakakita na ulit ako, sobrang dami kong gustong alamin sa mundo, limang taon narin simula ng maka kita ako. Na addict din ako sa mga online games, At kahit hanggang ngayon naglalaro padin ako kapag wala akong pasok sa Call Center. 

       Nga pala nakilala ko rin noon si Vester, ng mapanood ko silang nag ko cover ng isang kpop dance, naging idolo ko sila, dahil sa husay nila sa pagsasayaw at eventually naging parte narin ako ng miyembro nila ang Se-Eon.