Breaking Apart [K.TH]

F I F T E E N

Despite being almost wasted, remorse diffused in me. What if he thinks I'm a lust-driven hoe when drunk and takes this opportunity to humiliate me publicly. I know we've agreed on being friends right now but I know more of him as a person who never leaves a chance to make me the laughing stock.

Suddenly I regret blurting that out, I regret drinking alcohol on Sua's spur. Hell, I regret attending this party in the first place. I loosen my hands from around his neck, about to retract them to save myself from further humiliation.

Things never happen the way we foresee them to, I was more than astounded when I found him leaning closer while tilting his head slightly to his right, slowly closing his eyes before I could feel those soft petals brushing against my lips. My heart almost burst out of my chest the moment our lips met and my body stiffened at this sudden move but his lips felt as sweet and welcoming as I believed.

My eyelids flutter shut as he jerked me closer until out torsos were against each other while moving his luscious lips against mine. My breath picked it's pace and heart thumped rapidly against my chest.  I've been taken far away from reality yet I don't wish to return any sooner. He is being gentle, soft and fully concentrated into the kiss, it stayed slow and sweet while his hands wrapped much tighter around my waist. My chest is practically suffocating between us but I'll just bother about it later.

This is such a novel sensation which I've never experienced and honestly, it feels so good, maybe this is how it feels to be wanted. His warmth was comforting and some sense of safety welled in me being in his arms which I never happened to realise until now.

I am still unable to fully comprehend with what is even happening when his lips parted from mine, the cold wind gushed against my damp lips and I'm missing his warmth already.

My eyes stayed fixed at him where he had a victorious grin on his face and eyes looked brighter than ever. For a moment his eyes made me almost believe this kiss to be holding meaning to him but that would be nothing more than just my hallucination.

"Glad to know our feelings are mutual." The only whisper I heard before my vision went blurry.