artful (zs twitter au)

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I used to think sexuality and gender was a journey.

like a good one tho

everyone has different experiences.

doesn't make you any less valid.

yeah

wish everyone thought like that.

somedays I really try to not let it mind me but what do I do ? its a huge part of me.

it's a huge part of u but it's not you completely.

you know when you asked me for my pronouns the one of the first times we talked it felt so normal.

because it is. :)

yeah :)

I like that.

I like the sound of having a choice. that's why I love the internet. you can be whoever you want to be here.

I think that's applicable to real life too.

if you are something.. you just are and if people don't agree or aren't supportive.. that's their problem.

sounds great on paper doesn't it ??

yeah. I know real life isn't that easy. especially when other problems exist as well.

yeah like homelessness and poverty lmao.

I feel like I lie to myself everyday. it's gotten better since I was 15 though.

I'm glad its gotten better.

it'll get even better once u leave ur bf

I don't think he likes me anymore anyways.

he hasn't spoken to me at all and won't let me in to get my stuff.

ughhshshh I don't know what I'm going to do this is so annoying

just give me ur address I'll beat him up.

what the fuck is wrong with him ??? is an absolute dick head ?

who does that ? you should seriously consider filing a report.

I want to solve it smoothly. he just needs to calm down so I can get in and take my stuff.

I'm sorry for unloading on u.

I don't mind.

in fact I want you to unload on me I want to help.

just talking to u helps.

I want to see u.

oops gtg

stop. I SWEAR I'm not a murderer let's just meet for a coffee at the coffee shop u work

no 💖

wait

place that I work at???? how do u know I work at a coffee place
(read 11.13pm)

Zayn????

you told me..

I've NEVER mentioned it. my sister and even my friend doesn't know where I work.

I assumed. you gave out the I work at a coffee shop vibe.

no I don't. im anything but basic.

but what the fuck how do u know that ??

I told u I assumed.

anyways I'll talk to u latr

wtf ? this is really unnerving

I'm sorry

please don't get nervous I know how it looks, and you have all the rights to get freaked out by me but I genuinely mean no harm

????????????

what the fuck are u on about??

how do u know I work at a coffee place

see. I have an explanation. and I didn't mean to lie but I'm shitting my pants.

I was really worried when you stopped responding to my texts and disappeared completely and I wanted to make sure you're alive.

so I had someone get me your address and I tried to look for you.

I'm being honest and I'm sorry for being invasive but I won't come there again if u don't want me to.

I'm sorry.

please don't be mad.

harry I only wanted to make sure you're fine

did u see me

no. I don't know how u look. I didn't see you.

I'm sorry. I really am I shouldn't have done that I was just worried.

I can't express how mad I am.

but I don't think we should talk anymore.

don't do this please.

I won't ever come there in fact I will drive out of my way to avoid it until you're ready. I'm sorry.

you genuinely won't understand how sorry I am.

please don't hate me.
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fuuuck
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