part 36

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ROXANN

Just my luck right, my first love dies and then my second one leaves me, but hey my luck just keeps getting better i starts to rain.

But i didnt get i just layed down infornt of the hospital, looking up at the sky. All i wanted was loved, so i got up and got a taxi and went to Shawn's apartment.

I open the door, he used to have a pronlem locking doors. Has i closed the door i turn around and my eyes watered.

I could smell his him, i slowly walked to the bed room my fingers running over the wall the, couch, paints anything i could touch.

I enter the bed room and got in the night stand and take out over phones, i havent used it in a while.

Then Shawn and i felt for the ball we left our phones home incase people were tracking us.

I climbed unto the bed, hugging shawns pillow for dear life taking in his scent.

I domt know how to feel i'm all lone, they both left me.

Amd just like that all the tears fell continously for 1 hour until i desided to pull myself toghter.

Shawn wouldnt have me crying, i hope that he's in a better place i wiped my tears, i top up and took down 2 suit cases and filled one with clothes and other with weapons and working suits.

I took a shower and put on one of Shawn's shirt with biker shorts, with black air force.

I also took some pictures of Shawn out of some frames and put it in my bag and grab my keys.

I walked out of the apartment locking the door, i went to the underground parking and i get into my car driving.

I'm  doing what any grown woman would do when the loves of her life leaves.

I pull up into the drive way and unlock to door walking up stairs and climbing in bed with my parents i lay my head on his chest while my mom hugs me.

" whats wrong baby girl? " my dad ask.

" can we talk about this in the morning" i say trying not to cry.

" sure babh and with that i fall asleep in my dad's arms."

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Hey guys i got kinda emotion writing this honestly.

Story for the short chapter might get a longer on later tonight.

Love you guys
Be safe

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