Everyone wants to be someone in this world, but i want to be a mafia queen i want men to crumble under me.
They say you only get 1 true love suppose that's not true, but suppose I killed to many persons, seen to much people die in my hands.
To want...
I was awake but I didn't want to open eyes yet, I tried to take in my surrounding.
I could feel that I'm in a moving vehicle.
Everything came back to me like a flood, I couldn't help it my eyes teared but but my face remained hard.
I could feel a tear slip out, and an gentle but rough hand wipped it away.
" don't cry " he said, almost like a whisper but I heard.
I realised it's piero.
In one quick movement, I was sitting up and reached for my right thigh. Excepting to feel my gun in my holder, but I feel nothing but an light fabric.
I instantly throughed a punch at him, but he moved and grabbed my hand and pulled me towards him.
I could now feel his breath on my face.
" get the fuck out of my face" I said to him, harshly.
"Calm down roxann"
I tried pulling away, making us fall on the seat. He was now positioned between my legs, I could feel something but I couldn't think about that right now.
He was still in my face.
I head bot him making him get off me.
I look around seeing his two lap bogs in the front.
"I told you" the one that is driving said.
It all became so real, I leaned back . He's gone really gone, I started to hyperventilate.
" s..st..*deep inhale* stop...t...the car" I said trying to catch my breath.
But it seemed like no one heared me.
" STOP THE *INHALE* CAR NOW!!!" I said as loud as my throat was allowing me.
He stopped the car right away, making everyone move forward a little, I fiddled with the are door handle.
" Calm down roxann" Piero said trying to touch my shoulder.
" don't touch me!" With that he retracted his hand and finally got the door open.
I fell on the ground, still trying to catch.
Piero walks up to my cautious, while his friend just watched , " Calm down" he said for the millionth time and it was getting to me.
" how can I calm the fuck down, when he's death, he's my everything."
" I know but just breath in out in out.
Starred into his dark brown eyes.
" do it with me inhale exhale"
Inhale exhale
Inhale exhale
I finally calmed down, I got up busting off my kneels and my white sun dress I'm now in.
Piero probably saw my face when I looked on the dress, because he said
" I washed you off, and changed you, you had blood all over you"
" why I'm I in the middle of no where." I said calmly with a serious face.
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" we're going to my safe house, if I let you just go on a killing spree they would probably catch you" he said.
I didn't care at this moment where I went, I, I just need to get away.
I got into the car without even saying anything, the car was a convertible.
" put down the top" I said.
He put it down and I could feel the wind, it puts me at peace.
" I love you Shawn" I said in a whisper.
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I got up and standed on the sits, I just need to feel something other than loneliness he was the only one that. Really knowed the true me, he helps me get my temper under control with one touch
I'm afraid I'll become a monster.
I'll miss his icy blue eyes, they brought so much love.
"Goodbye shawn" I whispered.
----------- Hopefully you guys like this chapter I wrote have of it while mom and I were shopping 😅
