Love love is weak pointless as I have been screwed over so many times love is fake love is bullshit until a name that soon will escape my lips changed everything
.....Adarya.
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Billies/POV my eyes fluttered open as I was laying next to a naked adarya her skin was soft against mine I looked at her beautiful face and smiled her eyes were shut and her breathing was still as her body evaporated cute little snores.
"Your so perfect" I whispered and carefully kissed her cheek my eyes widened and I pulled back as I realized I was naked as well.
FUCK I laid my head back on the carpet as I relized what had happened we had sex but the bad part was I enjoyed it when I was with my ex Brandon we never did anything like that I feel different when I'm with adarya happier she was a virgin to but let me tell you it was amazing gentle and slow like it should be but I'm straight and I don't do love.
I got up gently not to wake her I quietly got dressed and headed towards my childhood home my mind was a spiraling staircase when I'm with adarya I feel warm not cold or sad how Brandon made me feel I smiled to myself as I thought about how cute adaryas snores were and how soft and gentle her lips were against mine but i can't be in love I refuse to be I shrugged my shoulders as I opened the door to my home my mother and father were on the couch.
"Hi honey your home! Did you and Zoe have fun?" my mom said smiling I looked up and bit my lip I hated lying to them so I tried not to seem nervous or obvious that I just lost my virginity and I'm questioning my sexual orientation.
"Yea I am I'm gonna go wright a new song!" I said running to my room not giving them time to speak I shut my door and grabbed my notebook I had to focus but last nights event kept popping up in my head seeing adaryas lips tremble as I kissed down her stomach and how she made me feel I could still feel her kiss I touched my lips and imagined her tugging at my bottom lip while she caressed my breasts.
I slapped my head come on billie focus I put my pen in my mouth as I concentrated when I got a inspiration to how adarya makes me feel.
Scared and in love she was beautiful she has the hazel eyes that are a mixture of blue,green and brown almost like the ocean waves.
She was also a artist perfect and careful with time I was so lost and blind I've never falling hard before and now it was deep like a diamond mind she was absolutely mesmerizing.
Then it hit me all at once
"ocean eyes" I whispered I smiled and grabbed my pen and paper as the creativity corsed threw my veins I grabbed my ukulele and began to softly sing.
"I've been watching you for some time" I softly sang.
I smiled to myself as I remembered how I adored and admired adarya from afar the first time I ever seen her I was stunned.
"Can't stop staring at those ocean eyes" I whispered
I smiled as I thought about her eyes
This is just inspiration I'm not gay I'm straight?
