Before the book starts, it's ending soon so there will be a plot twist, so don't get mad at me🥺
I started wondering if I should or not
I mean I always told myself to just be happy but I was actually happy with Jabez, I know he cheated but I cheated too
Even before he cheated, I also cheated
And we are about to get married in about 1 week, I don't want to end it
My feelings for Mattia never left, I thought they did but they never did and I can't let them go
This was a mistake and thinking about this made my eyes water
I look at Mattia and he frowns
Mat: You're not aren't you?
I look down and broke down
Mat: I should go
He gets up but I grab his wrist
You: I'm sorry
Mat: I really wanted to start this again, leaving them so we can be together, but I can't blame you, you want to be happy and all I bought you was toxic ness
You: You don't under-
Mat: I UNDERSTAND SOPHIE
He sighs and snatches his wrist away
Mat: We'll talk soon
You: No I want to talk now
Mat: There is nothing to talk about!
Everytime when he yells I flinch
Mat: Bye
Before I can say anything, he leaves
I just fucked shit over, all over
