It has been 4 days since that happened with Mattia
I forgave Jabez and things have been going well but I felt like I couldn't do anything right
Tomorrow is when I try on my dress and after that our bachelor party, but then after that day is our wedding
As much as I want to be excited, I can't
Not with everything going on
I was sitting on the couch and was staring at the wall, thinking how things had a big twist
I never planned on leaving Jabez, but Mattia, he left Sam for me but I couldn't bring myself to leave Jabez just like that
This is the farthest I've been without no one stopping me
The only thing stopping me is my love for Mattia
Why can't I just- ugh
I groan out loud as I kept feeling frustrated as I keep thinking
I want to stop but it's all I can even think about
I look at my phone, debating to call or text Mattia
I sighed and grabbed my phone but right when I did, he calls me
I answered the call
Mat: Sophie?
You: Yes?
Mat: Can you come outside for a bit?
You: Sure, of course
Mat: Thank you
He hangs up and I open my door to see Mattia looking, anxious?
You: Are you okay?
Mat: I came here to tell you, that I'm leaving, I'm moving back to Italy and I may not come back
