FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
i am a n g y
for..lots of reasons ig.
I'm angry for letting myself get this fucking bad
when did childhood take a turn for the absolute worst
i'm basically a child
but I've already gone through so MUCH and i'm so angry about that
side note
yknow when you vent and you send like a whole PARAGRAPH of so much shit and you admit some deep stuff but of course someone is just like woop dee do okay its my turn to vent. SO THEN YOU HAVE TO GO INTO THERAPIST MODE EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE STRUGGLING SO MUCH. FUCK
y e a h
I LOVE crying my eyes out and being very unstable but then being like oops I'm now a therapist :) mhmmmm
Fuck
This sucks
I don't even vent anymore, its funny.
All i want is to help other people
because they come first, yknow?
Thats always been my motto
help others before you help yourself
and ik you're thinking Maria you fucking dumbass
help yourself first
its not that easy at least not for me
I am just a selfish whore
thats fun
I am just a whiney little attention seeking bitch
mhm
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmMMMMM
FUN
I love my Crunk (iykyk XD)
But there are some things i don't wanna tell her
Because ik she can't handle things like that
I don't want her to worry
That is never my intention
I never want people to worry
I don't want her to leave me
I fear abandonment
I don't want her to get scared and leave
But I'm struggling
I feel like she should know that
I'm just scared
I'll probably tell her some things though
I just don't know what things
I think I'm done for now
:) thanks for not reading
Oh i forgot to ask how are you?
If its good I'm glad to hear that
If not I'm sorry, I'm here if you need me
YOU ARE READING
a vent book ._.
Non-Fictionthis will be called attention seeking to some people I don't care I just need this if I write it down on paper my parents will find you don't have to read it DO NOT VOTE FOR THIS! You can comment or whatever Don't add this to a collection of books t...
