past me sucked omg
"wE hAvEn'T rPeD iN 8 DaYs"
bruh man up
nobody cares
ugh
i was rlly ungrateful back then
i mean, i had problems, no dpubt about that.
but i look at the problems i have now, and i think, wowza!
thats like way worse
i wish past me had known of what was to come
um
now that im done ranting about stupid past mei'll vent about modern things now
here we go mannn
I have AWESOMe friends, pretty amazing
anyway, enough of doubting my friends. they're wonderful people.
some people in my life suck, like some of em suck so bad. but ive learned that some people cant change their suckiness. and i need to accept that.
anyways,
even though my friends are great, i always feel left out for some reason
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I'm never picked to be a partner with someone, its pretty fun man
Honestly i don't really care anymore i'm used to it.
Working alone has always been my forte anywayMy family fucking sucks
they're always yelling at me and shaming me for being "lazy"
well lemme tell you something real quick
sometimes depression hits..real hard
you don't feel like getting up, picking up the phone, doing..really anything
you just feel like staying in bed for days
it sucks
but of course my fam doesnt understand this
even if they did, they wouldn't fucking care
nobody does
my own sister told me to kill myself
little does she know i've been suicidal for a while now..
guess what i tried to do a few days ago? :DHAHA there's so much more shit I have to unpack but for now this is it folks.
YOU ARE READING
a vent book ._.
Non-Fictionthis will be called attention seeking to some people I don't care I just need this if I write it down on paper my parents will find you don't have to read it DO NOT VOTE FOR THIS! You can comment or whatever Don't add this to a collection of books t...