Dear...Diary (Btsxreader)

Part 8

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But what confused me is..she likes two of my members.. how can I say that?? I always have an eye on her.. he likes Jimin and Jimin likes her back..

Flashback

"Jimin, can I talk to you?" I asked him and he nodded.. We went outside so no one will hear our conversation "What's the matter hyung?" "Let's go straight to the point..do you like my sister?" I asked him and I saw he widened his eyes " I..uhh..uh.." "Answer me, I will not bite" I chuckled at my statement" "Yes.." He answered in whispered tone but still able for me to hear " What did you say, I can't hear it" I teased him " Yes, I like her.. the first time I saw her I feel like everything went in slow motion.." he said while looking at my eyes.. I can clearly see the love in his eyes.. he seems sincere " Then confess" He looked shocked " Wh-what?" "I said confess to her before one of our member steal her.. Good luck Jimin"

End of flashback

I chuckled because of that memory.. " Why are you laughing like a creep, huh?" I looked at Hobi with a disgusting look "Go to your room and brush your teeth.." " EXCUSE ME!!" He shouted..
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Y/n's POV:

"Jimin, why did you take me here?"
I asked him but he still continued walking while holding my right hand.." Y/n, the first time I saw you, I felt something in you.. The time slowed down and I feel that I am in another world..Y/n I like - no I. Love. You.." I'm shocked by his suddenly confession... He loves me from the start.. is that the reason that's why he is staring at me like a stupid..

But what I feel for him, I can't understand myself anymore.. there is a part of me saying to accept it but there is also a part in me to just be friend with him.. " Jimin.. let me think first, so I can decide.. But I will make sure it won't took long.." He smiled then nodded.." Then let's eat now" "Jin cooked it, right?" We both chuckled and started to eat..
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"How is it?" Suga asked.. " She said that she will still think so she can decide.." Jimin answered " Don't worry, I know her, it will be worth it at the end" He patted his shoulder then went to his room..

*I hope so, hyung..* Jimin thought..
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It is just a normal day for everyone.. The boys were recording their songs while Y/n is just sitting at the couch watching television.. thinking about her answer..

Y/n' s POV:

Why is everything so messed up.. Am I really giving him a chance?? Is he worth it for my yes?? Is he my forever?? "Why do I have many stupid questions?" I sigh then I just decided to take a nap..

Hobi's POV:

The 95liner's is really weird.. I know that they were really close friends but I noticed that these past days they were acting weird.. ESPECIALLY TAEHYUNG.. There is something bothering him.. I know.. well he is always weird but this is weirder.. he is the person that really talks a lot so when he is quiet, he-

" HOBI!!" I got startled because of the high pitched voice " Geez, why so loud?" "I've been calling you for a century but you can't hear me, for god's sake.." I looked at Taehyung and he seems really sad.. " Hyung, did you noticed Tae?" " Yeah, he seems weird but he is always weird.." I laughed a bit " But seriously, I noticed that Jimin and Tae didn't talk a lot.." he nodded then patted my back " Then go talk to him to know his problem.." with that, he walked away leaving me again with Taehyung..

Taehyung's POV:

"Tae.." I looked up seeing a worried Hobi " What's wrong?" He gave me an "are-you-serious" look.. he sit by my side and patted my back " What's your problem? I saw that Jimin and you didn't talk a lot these past days?" I shooked my head but he sighed " Taehyung, open up" I sighed deeply and hug him... I didn't notice that I was crying until I felt something wet on my face.." Hyung, I don't know anymore" " What do you mean??" I wiped my tears and looked at my feet " Hyung, I'm tired of being hurt.." he sighed then patted my back again " Is it about love?" I looked at him then nodded " Tae, you love Y/n don't you??" I nodded again "But your too shy to show it, right?" "Yeah" I said with a disappointment tone..

" Then why don't you confessed to her" I looked at him " Are you kidding me??" He shooked his head " How are you going to claim her and show her what you feel if you will not confessed?? Do you have another option?" I smiled a bit... He is really our sunshine..he is always there for me to help.." But I'm nervous" " Don't be..but yeah that is always part of that.." " Okay I'm going to confess to her tonight" we both stand and hugged each other " Thanks,hyung" " Anytime.."

Little did they know that someone is listening in their conversation...

Suga's POV:

I am going to get a my stuffs until I heard a crying sound and a man's voice " Hyung, I don't know anymore.." its Taehyung's voice "What do you mean??" and Hobi's voice.. what's happening? I want to come in and see everything but I just leaned my ears to hear their conversation.." Hyung, I'm tired of being hurt" he's hurt?? I am literally confused right now.." Is it about love??" Love?? Tae's in love?? With who?? I heard nothing until Hobi spoke again and it made me shocked " Tae, you love Y/n don't you??" He loves Y/n..Y/N!! I leaned more to hear it clearly but I heard nothing again.. " But your too shy to show it, right??" " Yeah" Taehyung is disappointed.. Poor boy.. why is he solving it alone..

I sighed and listen to their conversation again until I am interrupted " Yoongi, what the hell are you doing??" Jin asked " Shut up" I listened again but I didn't hear anything " Why don't you just go inside instead of leaning there like a stupid.." I furrowed my eyebrows " Just go and mind your own business" " Do you know that people were staring at you.." I looked and he is right.. I don't care " They probably think that you look like a maniac" "The hell, just leave" I shooed him away and leaned again.. I didn't hear anything but I heard footsteps.. I hid behind the wall and saw them walking away and still talking..

Damn, Y/n, you have many lovers.. I'm insecure.. I chuckled and went inside to get my stuffs...

Y/n's POV:
The hell!! Why am I NERVOUS!! YOU ARE JUST GOING TO ANSWER IT!! Ok, Y/n calm down.. as soon as I calm down I walked through the garden and saw Jimin with a smile plastered in his face.. this is it.. " Jimin.." this is really freaking nervous... " I have my answer on your question" I said to him and I feel that he tensed up.. He is nervous.. well now were fair..

"And it is a..."

Tbc...

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