Dear...Diary (Btsxreader)

Part 21

I entered Taehyung's room but I saw no one there. I sighed heavily. Why can't I control myself when something's happening. *Clicked* I heard something that clicked and I'm greeted by a man with a broad shoulders and wet hair dripping on the cold floor.

I immediately run towards him and hugged him. I hug him really tight but he's not returning. Is he mad because of what I did? I looked up and saw a confused Jin. I broke the hug and gave him a disgusting face.

"Where is Taehyung? Why are you here huh? And why are showering in our bathroom?" I bombarded him with questions and he sighed. He leaned in the closet and started answering the questions one by one.

"First, Taehyung is in Yoongi's room, talking about what happened and that's why I'm here also. I answered the second already and for the third one, I just feel sticky and you took so long outside so I've decided to take a bath" I sat at the edge of the bed. Guilty, sad, angry, worried. Those emotions is what I feel right now.

Why did that girl even exist? "Look, I think the problem this time is yours. You're jealous at Myungmin aren't you?" I looked at away and sighed heavily. I think the tears in my eyes can fall anytime. I actually don't need someone to give advice, all I want and need is Taehyung beside me.

"Yes" He chuckled and I gave him a death stare. He walk towards me and and sat beside me. "Don't you have any trust for him?" I shooked my head and he proceeded in his next prepared question.

"Then why don't you trust him again and believe that he won't cheat. He's also doing vice versa. Do you know how hurt he is when you didn't hug him back? His eyes were already swollen"

Great. You made me feel worse. Now how am I supposed to face him? "Don't worry communication between you two will do. It will surely fix everything, Taehyung still love you though even if you're b***h sometimes" I smack his head and we both laugh.

"Thanks hyung, I'll try to fix it" he smiled and what he did next made me really shocked. He actually hugged me. He never hugged me ever since.

Wow, I felt a warmth of a hyung hug. But not the same warmth I feel in Yoongi hyung. "Fix it, mkay?" I nodded and he decided to left me here, all alone.

Will Taehyung come back and sleep with me? He's so hurt and I think he won't.

I'm still sitting in my bed when I heard I clicked on the door. I think it's Taehyung. Prepare, deep breaths, fix this.

I stood up and a swollen eyes and red nose was all I saw. I run towards him and immediately hugged him like there's no tomorrow. He also did the same. Both of us hugged each other tightly. Not letting any of us go. I started crying in his shirt while mumbling 'sorry'. He just kept patting my back, letting me cry even more. I actually feel safe whenever I'm in his hands.

I looked up and both of us stared at each others eyes. His eyes do have mixed emotions. Sad, guilty, and hurt. I want to change it and make his eyes into a crescent one. Which is only filled with happiness and love.

Whenever I look in his eyes, it sometimes sends me chills down to my spine but at the same it gives me comfort. "I'm sorr-" he interrupted me by kissing my lips. I returned it. The kiss is so different from the last time.

Author's POV

Taehyung started kissing Y/n's lips. He's not being crazy because of how sexy and hot she is. He is crazy for the love that he didn't felt earlier.
The kiss is not craving for each others touch but instead, it is full of passion and crave for each others love.

After some minutes, both of them parted away, catching their breaths. Just looking at each others eyes, the message that they want to send at each other can be heard. No words is needed to describe what they feel. "Taehyung, I know I became so childish lately. Fine, I admit, I'm jealous." He showed his famous cute boxy smile, Y/n's view that she wants to see and missed.

She somehow smiled and he hugged her for the second time. "I understand, but please next time tell me so we can fix it fastly. Understood?" She nodded and she wiped his eyes with her small fingers.

"I love you so much Tae that I can't even get mad at you for a day" Taehyung laughed and they hugged each other for the last time.

They laid in the bed but still on each others hands. Silence that gives them peace makes it more relaxing for them. Each other's heartbeat can be heard. The only sound that they really want to hear.

Facing each other, staring at each others eyes is all what happened that night. No one dared to speak. Both of there faces were shining because of the moonlight that hits there faces. It became clear for the two that their love was the strongest thing they should be proud of. Challenges can be anywhere, but for them, if they were always together, hand in hand, they can face any hurdles.

Both of them started to get sleepy and eventually, they went into a deep slumber but still on each others hands.

"Wah..... The love birds are back again!!!!" Everyone cheered and decided to atleast have some small party. We all ate and drink. Messing around not caring about people's judge. At first I'm still hesitant to go with them but eventually gave in. I don't have a choice though. If Taehyung and Yoongi hyung didn't convinced me, maybe I'm just in my room scrolling through my phone.

Honestly, I want to melt because of embarassment. But it still fun though.

The whole day was full of laughter. It's so fun to be with them. Especially when the one you love the most is there beside you.

"Guys, can I excuse myself for a while?" I excused myself but Taehyung held my hand. Worried is the expression plastered in his face and I assurred him that I just want to have some fresh air.

I started strolling at the beach. The waves and the wind is all that I hear. It's so peaceful. By just looking at the moon, Taehyung's face is all I see. With him smiling.

Taehyung and I were both happy with each other. I think no one can ever replace him. He makes me happy every time I feel down. His like my happy pill and my remedy to the pain I feel.

He never left me. He trusted me. He always care for me. I always have his hands. He loved me. When that day happened, every thing was already clear for me...

"I admit his my First and only love"