The Boys

RULES

A/n: I was in a mental hospital, I don't wanna talk abt why I was put there, but that's why this chapter is late and crappy.~

⚠️ TALK ABOUT EATING DISORDERS AND RAPE! I WILL NOT BE PUTTING A WARNING OF WHEN IT WILL BE HAPPENING! THIS IS THE ONLY WARNING! ⚠️

POV: MADELYN

I don't really know how long I've been here anymore. I can't remember much, they give me sleeping pills. Not every single day, but they give them to me frequently. If I become a drug addict I'm gonna be real mad. All I do is sleep. They have me locked up in a small room. It's not bad looking but it's always dark, I can't tell whether it's day or night. They haven't given me a sleeping pill yet, I count the hours and so far the last time they gave me one was seven hours ago.

I always lose count when I fall asleep. I don't wanna sleep anymore, I wanna get out of this place. They do let me take showers every two days. Emmie comes in a lot, I know she watches me sleep but I don't say anything. I don't find it weird not at all, I think she just does it to make sure I'm okay. Blair isn't allowed in neither is Payton, I guess they found out about him helping me out. I don't ever hear his voice. The only people who come in are Anthony, Kio, and Blake. Their the ones who take me to the shower, I don't know why the others don't come in. There's a small bathroom but it doesn't have a shower or anything just a sink so I brush my teeth there it also has a toilet so that's good.

The door started opening.

"Hey." Anthony walks in and sits next to me. I'm wearing a big T-shirt that's all, no bra, but I do have underwear on. No shorts underneath though.

"Hi." I smile and put my legs down to get up. He takes my hand in his and helps me up. I barely eat so I got a lot skinnier again, I'm really weak. I can see my ribs more now.

I took a shower yesterday I think. My hair isn't greasy yet and I don't stink so I'm not going for a shower. He's probably taking me to eat.

We go to the kitchen. I can tell it's morning, the mornings are nice.

I start to feel really dizzy. I grab on the Anthony's shoulder tightly. He looks down at me confused then a look a realization rushes through his face. He quickly pulls a chair to me and sits me down.

"I don't feel good." I whisper. Kio walks over.

"You okay Mads?" He looks at me. I don't answer. He goes over to the bathroom and walks inside. He comes back out with a scale. He places it to the side of me. "Step on it." He holds my hand. I get up and walk over to it. I don't want them seeing my weight but at this point I really don't care. I step on it the numbers rise.

The number on the scale reads. '86.2". Damn.

"She's really underweight." Kio sighs. Anthony's face goes soft. I start to feel extremely dizzy again. Anthony notices and picks me up like I'm a feather. He places me back on the chair and goes to the fridge.

"Do you want eggs?" He looks over at me. I shake my head and smile.

It's silent for a little bit. "Ant?" I rub my arm.

"Yeah?" He turns the stove on.

"Where is everyone? I only ever see you, Emmie, Blake, and Kio..." he finally turns to me.

"They're at a different house." He goes back to making the food.

"Why?" I ask quickly. He doesn't answer, I just leave it alone. He finally finishes with the eggs and toast and puts it in front of me.

No ketchup cause you don't like it." He chuckles. Awhh he remembered.

"You remembered." I smile and pick up my fork.