Who Knew // YoonMin

🕺 12.2

~ Jimin's POV ~

I see Hoseok jumping on Yoongi's back, laughing really hard - and Yoongi doesn't shake him off.

Instead, he let's him lean his head against his and carries him down the road. Why do I feel so weird... seeing them this close? I don't like it.

JM: "Aish!"

I see Tae eyeing me from the corner of my eye. 

T: "Jealous much?" 

I turn to look at him with silent anger written all over my face.

JM: "Me? Why would I be?"

T: "Well... Yoongi seems to be having fun be all cuddly and close with another guy we can definitely label as gay."

JM: "So?"

T: "You're telling me you don't mind? I mean... you're not exactly one to sleep around just like that."

I hit him on his shoulder, making him flinch and wince. 

But he has a point. I slept with him because I like him - really like him. We actually have a chance to become more than just friends. I mean, he even texted me that he feels the need to protect and cherish me. Cherishing someone means loving them, right? Giving that special someone your all. 

But first, I gotta come out to my parents.

Once that matter is settled, I can finally give a shit about what everybody says at school. Too many people know my parents to just not let them know that their son is actually dating a guy.

I really don't know how to tell Yoongi that I can't see him at the moment. 

The day before yesterday my mom waited in front of the school without letting me know, so it's too risky to be around Yoon at school. 

I know, I may seem a little paranoid, but you guys don't understand. She's a dragon in disguise. 

T: "Chim? You gotta tell him what's going on. Otherwise your soon-to-be-boyfriend might just dump you without even dating you in the first place."

I frown at his words.

JM: "Why would he do that?"

Now it's his turn to hit me and I flinch as well.

T: "Because he has anxiety-issues? You told me yourself that he doesn't think much of himself, so maybe he thinks that you just... I don't know... used him or something? You haven't contacted him in days, and you've been avoiding him ever since your mom showed up! Don't you think you wouldn't be pissed at someone doing this to you? Especially when you more or less just CONFESSED to that someone, and not even got a reply ?!" 

My eyes widen as the truth in his words hits me big time. I never thought about it that way.

Fuck! Did I screw up? What the hell was I thinking?!

I turn around quickly to run after Yoongi and Hoseok, not having any clue to where they might have gone to. 

I need to tell him!
I can't lose him like that!

Not when I'm about to come out to my parents because of him! 

Shit, Jimin, what did you do?!