First Love Hurts

The real confession

Y/n's POV

I can't believe how Tae can act all cool in front of me. He was the one who got rejected but I am the one who feels the pain- I'm such a waste. I can't even confess to the one I love, fearing that I would be a burden to him. But he should at least like talk to me, it's as if I told him to not talk to me or something, I see that his eyes are all swollen but what can I do.

Tae's POV
My plan is actually working out. I hope she falls for this. It's been 3 days we haven't talked for. Tomorrow is the little friend date lol.

"Are you not talking to her anymore? You guys seem awkward with each others" jk asked

"Don't worry jk. This is all part of my plan"

Saturday

"Yah why aren't you ready yet? We are gonna be late,  I know you don't wanna come, but do it for mina" Sara said.

I decided to tell Sara that Tae confessed to me, maybe she will give me some advice as of why I  am feeling guilty about rejecting him.

"Sara , I have something to tell you, I know I have never talked about any boy issues because you know I'm not the type to fall in love,"

"Oh okay go on" Sara said with curiosity

"Kim Taehyung  confessed to me"

"WHAT" Sara said in a surprised tone "I thought you guys didn't like each other because you have been awkward lately"

"Yeah that's because I rejected him"

"You WHAT? REJECTED WHO OOOO?  KIM FUCKING TAEHYUNG?  NO WAY....."

" I I "

" yo why would you reject such a sweet heart. Even though he is popular he was never a playboi" Sara said

"I know Sara. But I feel like I don't deserve him, he should not be with a nobody like me, you know "

"girl I don't know what BS you are talking about, I know Damn well that you are a FUCKING queen so don't you dare talk about you like that- uh uh not in front of me" Sara said with a stern voice-

"But .. but"
" no but's' I have been meaning to tell you this, no matter what your problem is, the way you are treating yourself is not good. I know for a fact that you are hiding something and that something makes you feel like shit , but this is not the right way. You are not enjoying your life y/n , you think that you are worthless, remember your life is a gift so you should live it to the fullest, let today be the beginning of that girl. Because you never know when the chance to life slips away, at that time you shouldn't have any regrets. You feel me" Sarah said

I shook my head and we both went to Mina's house to go to the boys.

I was in deep thought. I knew everything sara said is the truth. I know that I should love myself. But being the coward that I am, I chose the easy way out, my thinking was like this "if I don't let anyone in my life no one will be sad when I leave or I won't be heartbroken when they leave", now that I think about it, that's what a coward does. I thought playing it safe was the key. But life is nothing without experience. Moreover I need to let people in my life . That's how it works. I have never thought of having a boyfriend or anyone like that in my life, but let's try it one time. Like the song " I am the one I should love in this world" .

"Yah what are you thinking about?" Mina asked

"Uhm nothing let's go have fun" I laughed

"Wow that's new let's do this hahaha" Sara said giving me a warm smile.

Taehyungs POV

I will act like I am all heartbroken and shit and then I'll make her heart ache , then she'll slowly realize that she is in love with me . I can't wait to break her heart and make her understand that she can't always play it fucking safe when I am around . Lol.