First Love Hurts

Heart break

Y/n's POV

it's been 2 months since our relationship started. For all 16 years of my life, this is the happiest I have ever been. I thought I would end up as a burden to everyone and that no one would ever love me. But that's not the case. My taehyung is there for me. He will always have my back no matter what. I finally understand what love actually is. Sometimes it even feels unreal. Like how come my life has changed so much. I have never been in love with anyone before . And I am glad that I found him.

I already got him a gift .. it's a card. I know it's simple, but I made this card and I also wrote a confession letter to him. Thanking him for everything he have done. Today I'll also tell him the reason why I have always decided to live inside this shell of mine. This is really important to me. No one else other than my parents know about how much I suffered mentally and physically because of this illness. But since he came, I have been happy. And he deserves to know the truth as of what impact he had on me.

At school

Jk- so today is the day
Tae- yes.. finally I am going to get that bitch away from me. And i am going to let her know that she can't play it safe always.

Jhope - but I still think that she is a nice girl.

Tae- Hyung no one said she isn't. It's just that she gets on my nerves for no apparent reason. I hate girls who likes to think that they are safe in the shell that they created for themselves. And you know damn well why I hate them. These kind of people only care about themselves. And I hate when people are selfish like that. She should learn that her selfish ways won't let her through everything easily.

Jk- let's just let him do what he wants to do hobi hyung. I am in full support of Tae. Let's just see what happens.

JHOPE- alright ......

Today, was also the school sports day. So there were no classes but students were required to come to school for attendance.

Y/n-  hi Tae.. it's been 2 months ☺️
Tae- 🙄so?
Y/n- aren't you happy 😌
Tae- why should I be happy?!! Give me some space Y/n

Y/n- b but..!

Tae- ugh...

Jinah- OPPAAAA... you were here. I was looking for you.. why are you with this bitch. Come one let's go.

Tae smiled at Jinah..

Y/n didn't get the situation yet.

Y/n - where do you think you are taking him. She held jinah's hand.
Jinah whined.. Tae gripped Y/ns hands off of Jinah. Forced it down...

Y/n was surprised

Tae- don't you dare lay a finger on her..

Y/n - but Tae... she is interrupting us. What do you expect me to do?

Tae— let her be.. you don't have right to talk back to her.

Tae kissed Jinah in front of y/n

Y/n was heartbroken. But she couldn't make herself to walk out of the room without questioning this situation.

Y/n - what the fuck are you doing ?

Tae— kissed her again ... can't you see? I am kissing someone who is actually worth it.. You still don't get it don't you..
I was just playing with you. All of the BTS members and even Jinah knew about it.. you are a dump bitch . Aren't you 😏

Y/n - Tae. What are you talking about. Then what about what we had in the past 2 months 😭😔

Tae- we never had anything between us y/n. It was fun making a clown out of you. And I don't know for what reason you thought that you were actually worth dating me..

She didn't have anything to say to those words of him. All of her insecurities came back running towards her. The thoughts she buried deep inside is now again out in the open air. She knew that she was not worth it, he just confirmed it now... she though to herself "yes. If I stay with him, I am going to be a burden to him. It's okay. At least he can live peacefully. I'll just go one with my life. Although I don't know if that's possible?"

Y/n- you are right Tae.:) I wish you good luck. You too jinah:)