Part of me really wants to let jaden in but then also the other part of me just thinks, no he'll just hurt you. Just like your ex did.
I am just standing there like an idiot not knowing what to say.
Jaden: „ look i know this is kinda early but i just want to get a chance." You: „ ok idk what you thought was between the two of us, but i don't date. And i don't know why you think this isn't who i am but it is. So get over yourself! I don't want another guy running into my live. There will never be something between us!"
Why did i just say that? I think i just got scared. Omg i messed up. I look at jaden who's looking at the ground he is making a really sad face.
Jaden: „ well i guess then not." He turns around and walks back. I look back seeing him walk away. It broke my heart. I fall to the ground and a tear leaves my body.
I just sat there for like 3 minutes overthinking why i just did what i did. But then I hear Addison and Avani walking up to me so i quickly get up and brush away the tears. Addison: „ there you are!" Avani: „ what happend?" You: „ nothing can we leave now?" Addison looks at avani: „ sure, let's just get our stuff."
*time skipp to when you get home*
Addison dropped me off and josh is still at the beach. I open the chat between me and Jaden.
Jaden (the new kid) __________________________ | i'm so sorry, i didn't meant to | | hurt you. I just got scared. | | yk Nobody has ever said so- | | mething like that to me ever. | | Can i call u? | ————————————————- send. I stared at the text. I really wanted to send it. But i didn't. I deleted it. Instead i wrote this.
Jaden(the new kid) You Hi. Jaden(the new kid) What do you want??? You What about that round 2? Jaden(the new kid) You know what fuck yourself —————————————————— Why did i text this am i dumb??? I walk downstairs grabbing the bottle martini and started to drink. After my 5th glass it all got blurry.
I wake up in a bed that isn't mine. I look around but i don't recognize the room. I hear a snore, i look next to me seeing a guy but i don't know him. I look under the blanket finding myself naked. Fuck I grab my clothes put them on and run out off the house. I look at my phone 13 missed calls from joshyy 7 missed calls from Addison bebi 8 missed calls from Avani bebe My head hurts like hell. What should i do? I go to contacts and search for someone. I call him.
Jaden: „ hello?" You: „ hi, i don't know why i called you because i really hurt you yesterday. So i don't even know if you'll talk to me. but i have a huge hangover and don't know where i am so could you maybe pick me up?" Jaden: „ sure send me your location" I send him my location Jaden: „ i'll be there in 6 minutes" You: „ thank you"
A tear fell off my cheek. I sat on the ground looking for Jaden's car. After 6 minutes there he was. I get in the car and look at him.
Jaden: „ have you been crying?" You: „ maybe" Jaden: „ what are you doing here and why did you call me?" You: „ i don't know i was drunk and woke up here. And i don't know either i guess i just wanted to." Jaden: „ oke, i'll drive you home now." You: „ no pls not. I can't handle josh now i am still having a huge hangover." Jaden looks at me: „ then i'll take you to mine." I nod You: „ thank you." Jaden: „ no problem" The rest of the ride was quiet.
We got to Jaden's house. He takes me to his room.
You: „ do you have like a hoodie for me?" Btw. You are wearing this.
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Jaden grabs a hoodie and some sweatpants and trows them to me. I change. Jaden: „ so like it is 7 am so i'll sleep again. If you want to you can join." he looks at me but like he looks a little insecure. I grab his hand and walk over to his bed. I lay on his cheats and he puts his arm around me. I fall asleep.
