Numb, Dumb, And Broken

14 storming

*Kami pov*

Gym was uneventful, ojiro stayed far away from the squad and noone questioned my lack of appearance to lunch. Shinso stayed away aswell. Mostly talking and training with himself. Not that I realy care. The next few classes where fast and my emotions started to compound. The bell rang and I started my treck 'home'. I was gone for a week and noone could tell exept a stranger. And even that was because of a marker.

My thoughts continued to race and my rage spiked enough to activate my quirk. My shoulders and torso now coated in electricity. How dare my friends not notice. My quirk now traveled down to my waist encasing my entire upper body. And how DARE ojiro and those 1-b wanna be's, EVEN AS A VILLAIN I OUT HERO THEM!!

My breathing turrned ragged as I rounded a corner and headed into the alleyway. Every cell in my body screamed to brawl. To rip someone or somthing apart molecule by molecule. The rain had started anue and thunder boomed over head.

*Authors pov*

Kaminari was ensconced in his quirk and drenched from the rain. His eyes glowed with malice and rage. He needed the power out for everyones safty. The storm called to him just as he called to it. He climed the nearest fire escape. Up and up he went. Once at the top the sky boomed and he rawred in answer.

With a solid stance he ripped all the power around him, drawing the power lines and satellites closer for a heartbeat only to unleash what he called 10 fold into the sky. The silver clouds danced with the golden power and he just kept going. All his anger, his hurt, and sadness poured into the outburts.

The blast was so strong that every power regulator in 10 blocks tripped instantly. And the power for 3 miles around shut down. He single handedly shut down his citys power grid untill the storm ended. His hands sizled and popped with residual power and the storm outside quieted as his internal one did.

He looked broken and alone. And he did not notice the only person who watched his magnificent display. Shinso had watched the storm from under his plastic umbrella, and was moved to tears. The power and beauty alone made his heart ache. But the way Kaminari looked after letting it out hurt more. His eyes looked empty, and he looked so very alone. He looked like a dead man walking.

Shinso watched from behind the corner as the now empty kami slid down the drain pipe and trudged home. Shinso still needed answers so he followed on silent feet. Shortly after he watched as kami knocked a panel door and was dragged in. He felt uneasy but decided to remember the area and ask his dads about it later.

*Kami pov*

This whole existing thing is stressing me the fuck out. And im so fucking over it. I went straight to my cell and didnt bother asking for dinner. I got to work in my training room and worked my ass off. The food I managed to eat at lunch had turned leaden during gym and I didnt feel like eating. Not like I deserved to eat. If I wasnt locked in this shit room I would kill myself.

A few hours later a rustle of wings alerted me to a surprise guest. I unwrapped my handes and walked out to greet him. My facade had disappeared the moment I left school grounds. My emotions must be clear because the first thing hawks asked was "are you ok Kaminari? You look like hell." His shoulder was pressed to the door as he leaned on it. His wings streching and adjusting keeping them limber.

"Im totally fine. Noone realized I was missing for a week, and the only one who did only knew because of a damn marker, oh and i got my lunch with a side of sexual assault. Im absolutely wonderful. If i wasnt locked in here and trapped like a fuckin weak bitch I would kill myself in a heartbeat." I smiled listing off everything and counting on my fingers. As I listed my rage spiked and I stepped on the recharge panel. "Best." I charged up. "Monday." I drew up power from around me. "Ever." I grunted out the last word as I slammed my power into the panel.