Numb, Dumb, And Broken

11 story of my fucking life

Kami pov

I awoke to shuffling in my room. I was too hurt to react beyond the weary glance I threw to the door. A man stood there. Wings flaring slightly as he took me in. Gold meet gold and we staired at eachother. My face twisting in pain as I forced myself up. A challenge.

My voice like a lover's caress held the tone of bones crackling in a pit of fire as I spoke softly. "And what pray tell are you going to do to me little birdie?" I stood allowing the man to take me in. I didnt hide myself, didnt blush, or move to cover anything. The violence in my eyes was enough to send him back a step.

But he looked at my body with such saddness, and pity. His breath hitched as he took in my piercings. He examined me as he willed the emotion from his eyes. Not to be out done or perceived as week I turned and went into the bathroom my teather snaking across the room with each step. The man's eyes snapped to the leash. And I hoped he missed the limp I tryed too desperately to hide.

In the bathroom I looked in the mirror. My flesh was sunk in, dark circles around my eyes, my lip and eyebrow where spit leaving a trail of dried blood in their wake. I turned the faucet on and rinsed my face, my mouth, the back of my neck. I didnt drink. I was told not to days ago and I was determined to listen.

When I re entered the room he stood like a statuette. Unblinking and staring at me. I paced back to my bed takeing a seat. A broken king on his depressing throne. But the power thrumed in my core and I wondered if he might see the lightning in my eyes.

He hummed before saying "I was told to bring you to the vanguard suite." He drawled softly, a cocky edge that I had thrown off balance re focusing on me. I nodded knowing what that ment. I threw on my villan garb as quickly as I could without crying out. Once I was done we left the room and I ditched the teather only to be offered a coller attached to a leash.

The later of witch remained in his hand as he gently pulled me along. By the sounds of the world above I guessed it was Friday. That would explain the vanguard suite. That room is usualy signed out for the weekend so either I'm going to have to pleasure others while my legs are healed, or the 'healing' is going to be a show with a buy in.

"Fuck my pathetic life." I spoke through clenched teeth as we neared the room. My skin having split under my cloths and scabs forming between the two."Because?" The red winged devil asked next to me. "Because this is going to be the worst of it." I gritted out. My legs screaming as the surface bunches and stretches with my walking.

I nodded to the door and walked right to my chair. The leash falling limp along my back as I move from the door. Once seated as I'd been trained to do Dabi entered from the adjoining bathroom. "Welcome to your test hawks." Dabi smiled in his wierd way, a crinkle in his eye as he beheld the winged male to my right.

"Test?" Hawks asked wings shifting and tucking in tight. "Yep, he" Dabi pointed a thumb at me. " is your play mate for the next few days. Your job is to de scar his legs in whatever ways you want. We dont care what you do to or with him so long as he can somewhat walk straight Monday morning you have free reign hence the leash. " he turned to leave the room pausing at the threshold.

"He hasnt eaten in over a week so there isnt any clean up to worry about if you know what I mean. And food for you will be brought at meal times. Wether you feed him or not we dont care. He has survived through worse. Unless you want to be the worst." Dabi was rambling and I grimaced at the thought of that he implied. Hawks waved a hand shooing Dabi out and closing the door behind him. The click of a lock slid into place and I felt like a rabbit in a snare.

He gave me a once over and stalked to the bathroom. I could vaguely here the tub running, steam wafted out of the open door hugging the ceiling. I liked a nice warm bath as much as the next guy but the heat that water would have to be, to make that much steam. Worst break ever. Of coarse I get the new guy more twisted than twice. Hes gonna reburn my everything. He might drowned me in the scalding water.