I remember • PJM ✔

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I remember,

When your eyes became teary.

"What?"

"I-I have cancer..."

She gasped.

"...cancer?"

I kept quiet.

"W-Why didn't you tell me? I could've hel-"

"Helped? You could've helped me? How? Are you a fucking doctor?! You know what? Stay away from me! It's better. I am going to die soon. Stay away and you won't get hurt."

And I walked away.

-

That night, I realised that I took my anger out on you.

The anger that had been growing inside me, from the day I got to know I had cancer.

I fucked up.

-

The next day you didn't come to school again.

You were crying, I guess.

...only if I knew.