Divine Love

Kabanata 2

Naramdaman ko ang sinag ng araw na dumadampi saking mukha. Napamulat ako at bumangon para maghilamos.

I still wonder, why am I always dreaming about those scenarios.
I don't know why it is always happened.

Ni hindi ko nga alam kung nageexist ba talaga siya dito sa mundo eh. And I don't know what the hell I'm crying for. I guess he always giving me the reasons to made me cry.

Gosh, I already moved on from my past heartache pero bakit ganito yung mga napapanaginipan ko? It's no good for me.

After kong maghilamos. Humiga ulit ako. I just feel empty. I want to get some more sleep again. Then I heard someone's knocking on the door.

"Anak bakit hindi kapa nakaayos diba ngayon yung flight nyo sa Cebu? Nasa sala na si Lauxine hinihintay ka" sabi ni mama habang patuloy na kumakatok. Kaya napabangon agad ako sa pagkakahiga.

"Sige ma, pakisabi susunod na po ako" pagkasabi kong 'yon dumiretso na agad ako sa banyo para gawin ang morning rituals ko.

Bumaba na ako para harapin na si Lauxine. Paniguradong inip na inip na 'yon.

"Aia bakit hindi kapa nagbibihis?" tanong niya, "It's too early" inaantok antok na sabi ko. "Syempre nakakahiya naman kila Fr. Rich kung malelate tayo di'ba?" medyo inis na sabi niya.

"Chill, Kumain kana muna dyan,"
"I'll just fix my stuff!" I said and went upstairs.

After fixing those, I took a bath.

Sinuot ko ang paborito kong maong high waisted jeans and white crop top. Pagkatapos kong mag-ayos binitbit kona yung purple backpack ko at yung maliit na maleta. Mga essential stuffs ang laman ng backpack ko habang ang maleta naman ay ang mga damit ko.

Lauxine begged me to go with her in that youth camp wherein Cebu. I refused so many times pero hindi niya ako tinigilan. Well, I had no choice.

Iniwan ko muna yung mga bagahe ko sa living room namin. I went to our dining area to have a breakfast. I sat beside Lauxine.

"Yung plane ticket mo nasa pouch ko" Laux said, and I just nodded.

"You two, always take care okay?" panimula ni mama habang nililigpit na ang pinagkainan namin. "Yes mama, we will" I said and hugged her tightly.

Nang bumitiw kami sa yakap ay nagsalita ulit siya, "What's with your hug, darling?"

"Nothing ma, I'll just miss you. Please always take care. Don't worry about me, okay?" I said and hugged her again.

"Asus, babalik ka pa naman di'ba? One week lang naman kayo 'don, hindi isang taon, right?"

Natawa naman kaming dalawa ni Lauxine kay mama, "Yes tita, babalik naman po kami ng buong buo. OA lang po talaga 'tong si Aia" I rolled my eyes on her.

"Alis na kami ma," niyakap at hinalikan ko siya sa pisngi. "Call me if you need anything" she said.

"Have a safe flight!" sigaw ni mama habang kumakaway kami sakanya.

Nakarating naman kami agad sa NAIA. Hindi rin naman kasi ganon ka traffic.

I just slept the whole time.
Our plane were ready for take off. We arrived just in time. May naghihintay na van samin para ihatid kami kung saan gaganapin yung youth camp.

"Aren't you excited? We'll meet a lot of people there!" she gracefully said.

"Why would I?" I rolled my eyes.

"Eto naman, you should try to know other people naman, malay mo iyon na pala yung nakatadhana sayo"

"I'm so done with that bullsh*t fate. Besides, hindi 'yon ang pinunta natin dito, right?"