Never be alright ~𝚘𝚗𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚣𝚕𝚘𝚙𝚎𝚣~

CHAPTER 5

It's been a couple months and me and ryland were going fine, i mean means the boys moved in to the house, and i thought me and ryland couldn't get any better . I was wrong though. Last night we threw a party which i didn't want to attend at all but I went for my friends. It was loud and crowded and just not my scene at all.
𝑭𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒉𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒕𝒐 𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒚:
*music blaring*
"Ryland!" i called for him pushing my way threw the house. I haven't seen any of the boys in over two hours and i was honestly worried and ready to lay down. I could've went back up to rylands bed and just waited but i looked and looked for what seemed hours.
"AHHHH" screaming went everywhere as everyone rushed to the pool area.
"WATCH THIS SEXY LADIES, I CAN DO A BACKFLIP!!" ryland storms. my ryland storms, was on top of the balcony posing up to backflip. Someone grabbed my arm and whipped me around to start running, when i finally got the chance to se we hi it was it looked of chase . His long legs dragging me up the stairs and two the balcony where ryland stood dancing while everyone watched.
"ryland. cmon get down, let's not break something today. why don't we go lay down? yea sound good?"
He whipped his head fast laughed. laughed.
"i don't wanna go anywhere with you. i wanna be with the- SEXY LADIEEEESSS!!!!"
i stood back. a little in shock, i knew he was drunk i could smell the alcohol from 6 feet away but, why was he acting like this towards me?
"come on ryland let's go get some more claws. " chase came home behind me laying his hand on my back for reassurance.
"YEA WHITE CLAWS AND LADIES!!" ryland shoves right past me but quickly tripped and just laid on the floor. thomas and alex got his to his bed and finally it was just me and him.
"ryland, what's gotten into you? you promised you'd stay with me during the party, and then you go get wasted and yell at the 'sexy ladies' off the freaking balcony?!"
"... i don't like you y/n. i mean no i do that came out wrong, i like you but not as much as he does. an-"
"ry who is he?"
"yk who cmon can't you tell? dre he looks at you like your his world. well you are. and he watches you everywhere, i left your side because he was right beside you i knew you'd be okay. i didn't want to get drunk but it's my way to deal with pain. it was never me and you. it should be you and him, and i'm okay with that , if i have to let you go to be happy so what i can find me another 'sexy ladyyy' ! "
we both laughed .
"maybe not as sexy as you mama but you know, whoever she is will work. "
he gave me a slight smile and rubbed my hands with his.
"i don't know if i should talk to dre or what."
"TALK TO HIM"
"I- ryland hahaha okay i will"
"your my bestie and i love you, so go get the right mans, i'm too much of a party animal for you baby. " he winked at me and kissed my forehead, as i stood up to walk off he smacked my butt and i jumped .
"STORMS !!!"
"i had to one last time . plus you can have all that cake and not expect it "
he once again flashed a smile and flopped back on his bed getting comfortable.
"love you storms."
"love you too shawty."
now to face H I M.

𝐀/𝐧 : 𝐒𝐎 𝐒𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐘 𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝗼 𝐥𝗼𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝗼𝐥𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐫𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐮 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝗼 𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐝𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐥, 𝐜𝗼𝗺𝗺𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝗼𝐮𝐫 𝐭𝐞𝐚𝗺 𝐫𝐲𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝗼𝐫 𝐝𝐫𝐞 😂 𝐭𝐡𝗼 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝗼𝐧𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝗺𝗼𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐞𝐚𝗺 𝐫𝐲.