Never be alright ~𝚘𝚗𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚣𝚕𝚘𝚙𝚎𝚣~

✩𝓬𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 4✩

I slowly opened ondres' door, he was lying on his bed scrolling through his phone. He quickly looked up at me and back down.
"what." he mumbled. He was grumpyyy.I crawled onto his bed and moved his arm to cuddle next to him, he didn't fight it and just let me.
"why are you so worried about me and ryland dre?" He sat his phone down and looked down at me before he started playing with the sleeve of my shirt.
"I don't want to see you get hurt again. i've seen it too many times, not again though. you don't deserve that."
"Dre it's life. I'm gonna get hurt in pointless relationships , i mean cmon. until i find the right guy i just have to have fun and get hurt. That's my motto." i giggle making him smile slightly. He hugged me tighter and laid his head on mine, his hair flopping half way in my face .
"Why don't you try and find the right guy instead of getting hurt over and over."
"i have to experiment before finding my dude. ya know?"
"mmh"
"just maybe support me you know, it sucks when your best friend isn't happy for you."
i could feel his body getting more and more relaxed and i knew he was falling asleep so i shut up and grabbed the covers to cover us up.
"i love you lopez."
no answer, he was probably out. when i let my eyelids get heavier and relax right before i was completely out ondre leaned over and whispered,
"i hate when you call me that."
i just smiled and went to sleep.
𝑶𝒏𝒅𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒛 𝒑𝒐𝒗:
She finally went asleep completely so i whispered to myself the main reason i don't want her to date ryland. Hoping to god she wouldn't hear.
"i love you too, way more than you can imagine."
One day i would tell her i had feeling for her and all i wanted in the world was to be with her. But not soon, she seems happy with ryland in that picture, i should support her.Even though it's hard.

𝙰/𝚗:
𝚂𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚊 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚛𝚝 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚋𝚊𝚕𝚢 𝚋𝚊𝚍 😔 𝚒𝚖 𝚝𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚞𝚙𝚍𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚕𝚕 ❤️