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Your Lie in April - Thoughts.

I just finished watching a series, "Your Lie in April".

It was sad, depressing and overwhelming.

Mainly it was about pianist/music, but I'm sure we can relate it much because we are writers.

I love all the musics and quotes throughout the series.

It gives me hope, something to ponder about and most importantly, not forgetting it.

There is always something that triggers me inside whenever it talks about music, makes me really feel the same if it was about writings.

One of the moment that I remember the most is when Kaori and Kousei always ask,

"Who do you play it for?"

"How will you play it like your own piece?"

"Do you think it will reach them?"

And it is as Nagi Aiza said, playing music because of someone is such a weak motive, and cliché.

And Kousei replies, it's okay to play because we think of someone in our mind. It's normal. And that's what musicians do, we express our feelings through music.

It almost the same as writings,

I only write so much because of certain someone. I don't called myself a writer but still. We express ourselves merely in words and sentences for people to read and moved by it.

I was trying to avoid writing time to time and trying to forget it too.

I don't want to write,

because it plays with my feelings and brings back all the old memories.

But again Kaori says that,

"Whether you’re sad, you’re a mess, or you’ve hit rock bottom, you still have TO PLAY! That’s how people like us survive."

Dakara, I felt like whatever happens, I should not quit my writings. It doesn't matter if I don't have any audience or anyone to read them.

Because in the end, even if it is only for one person, I hope it will reach them.

I hope it will.

We are writers, and we suck in expressing our feelings through voice and confessions.

I can only write and will continue to write till the end of my time.

- Agustus 4, 2020.