Me, Myself and I.

Myself.

Soooooo much damage done.

I've been surrounded by "dangerous people" my whole life. As my dear old father would say. Yeah fuck him.

I've gone through heartbreak, heartache, abuse, all of it really.

My family is the definition of the word 'Dysfunctional' or wait scratch that I wouldn't even call it that. I'd call them a bunch of dim witted idiots who don't know how to or deserve a Son.

Relationships.

Yes let's talk about how oh so many relationships turned into nuclear gas damaging my main arteries causing me to be as toxic as a nuclear bomb about ready to go off and combust in the middle of the battlefield which I call the life I live in.

Every chance I have by myself. Alone.

I contemplate all the damage I can and will cause to myself and others. Yes everyone else would say 'oh my god Cameron you need serious help'
Yeah no shit I do. I need all the help I can possibly get my hands on. But you know I've got no one.

All alone. Just like how I entered the world through that god forsaken womb.