Anger Issues Part Two

Chapter 6: Hidden Secrets

    *Solana's  POV*

On my way to my parents house, I felt nauseous again and pulled over to the side of the road. I leaned out of the car,but nothing came out. I sat there for a few until I feel a little better. I got to CVS and get some crackers and some ginger ale. That's much better. Finally, I get to my parents house and I'm greeted by my siblings. My little brother, Hassan and my twin brother and sister, Nina and Lamar. I try to get In the door but they hugging me pretty tight.

"Lana, you fat!" Nina laughed rubbing my stomach. "That's not fat, that's your nephew or neice, guys!" Good thing their one, they don't know what the hell I'm talking about, but Hassan does. He's seven and he knows where babies come from. "Did you tell mom or dad yet?" He asked. I shook my head no. "But don't say anything  yet." He nodded and gave me another hug but he rubbed my stomach.

I went into the living room  and I saw my dad smoking a hookah pipe. It smells discusting. But I know it's just my pregnancy symptoms,because I never used to complain about the smell. It usually smelled good to me. "Hey daddy,what's going on?" I ask sitting next to him , kissing him on the cheek. Mom sat next to him and turned off the TV. They both looked serious. "Lana,baby,we need to talk." My mom stated looking at my dad,holding his hand. "What is there to talk about?" There was a knock at the door. My dad looked at my mom and he got up to answer the door.

A teenage girl with caramel skin, full lips that glistened with pink lip gloss, and a medium sized blonde afro. She was short, about 5'2 and she had hazel eyes. By her side,was a little boy who looked mixed with Hispanic,was looking up at my dad for him to pick him up. Was that my father's son and his girlfriend? "Grandpa!" The little boy squealed reaching out towards my dad. He picked the little boy up,and kissed the girl on her forehead. I stood up and down walked towards them.

"Daddy who is this?" I asked crossing g my arms. He grabbed my hand and led me into the living room. "Solana,this is your sister Cherish and did your nephew Javier. My heart dropped down to my stomach and started beating fast. My sister? "Honey, we wanted to tell you earlier,but your father wasn't  ready." My mom added to herself  into the conversation.

"Lana, I had an affair a few years ago with a woman named Maria, and then a few months later, she was pregnant. Then I had a beautiful little girl named Cherish." He smiled ad embraced her. She looks like a hoe,but I have to be nice to her. I smiled but frowned on the inside. I shook her hand and we both sat on the couch.

"I'm going to leave you guys alone to...get to know eachother." My dad smiled kissing my forehead. Him and mom went upstairs  with the twins. Her son got up and climbed on her lap and she kissed him. "Mijo, this is your ti-ti Solana." She said kissing his cheek. He smiled and waved and I did the same.

"So, um, I know this is pretty awkward, but maybe we should just like go out to eat or something." She stated. "That sounds pretty nice,but I have to change first because I look sort of bummy." We both laughed,and agreed  to go to my house first,then go out to eat. We said goodbye  to my parents and Hassan,and we went out the door.

She got into her car and she drove behind me to follow me to the house. When we got to  the  house ,  everybody  was  laying  back  on  the  couch  and  smoking  weed .  I  felt my stomach turn and I ran upstairs  to  throw  up.

Cherish  ran  after  me and  she held my hair. "Are you okay Solana?" She asked. I  shook  my  head  yes and flushed the toilet. "Yeah I'm okay I guess I'll tell you now. I'm three almost  four months pregnant."  I stated and she smiled and hugged me.

"Did you tell  daddy  yet?" She asked. "No I was planning to tell him and my mom but  they told me something  instead." I got up and went back downstairs. "Can you niggas smoke outside? It's not good for the baby!" I yelled. They smacked their teeth and Hodgy snuffed the blunt out and lifted up the window. While Cherish talked to my friends,me and Tyler went upstairs  and finished what we started earlier if you know what I mean...and I think you do. I took another shower,and picked out a pink,blue,yellow,and orange sun dress,curled my hair and put on some light blue sandals.

My belly was getting  really big. I don't want to take my piercing out but it's time. I took my belly button piercing out and set it on the dresser,then I cried. I've had that since 10th  grade dammit. After my little meltdown, I went downstairs  and I saw Domo and Javier throwing  a football  back and forth and Cherish was in front of  the doorway laughing. I went into the kitchen and looked for my Hershey bar I bought yesterday.

"Okay,which one of y'all fat asses took my candy?" I asked going into the living  room and crossed my arms. They all pointed to Taco. I walked into the living room  and sat down quietly on the couch next to that virgin ass nigga.

"Taco... I am three months pregnant, I'm gaining weight,by boobs hurt, and I'm hungry every five minutes. What makes you think you can just waltz right into MY kitchen and take my candy?" I hear Maya and everybody  else laughing,saying that Taco gonna get his ass whooped.

He shrugged his shoulders and looked at the TV eating chips...my chips. I went upstairs  and got a belt and then came back downstairs  and started whooping him with it.  We were both running  and everybody  else was trying to make me stop. I was really mad though. I love chocolate.

After I beat his ass, I straightened myself up, went outside and me and Cherish got into the car and drove off. She was just smiling and looking at her phone. "Who are you texting?" I asked trying to look at her phone. "I'm talking to that boy Domo. He's really cool and cute and chubby." She giggled  as she held the phone to her chest.

"Plus he's really good with Javi. They already met and they connected like that." She stated while snaping her fingers. "I'm glad you like him,girl. He's really cool. Now tell me,where is Javi's father?" She took a deep breath.

"Umm,he's not in his life. Never was,never will be."  She looked a little sad now. "If only he'd had know that his son is the smartest person In his class,really good a football,and is so polite and sweet as ever, he would had never left us."

"It's gonna be okay sis." I gave her a warm smile and grabbed her hand. But then swerved and went into a different  lane and almost died,so I leg go and focused on driving. When we got to Applebee's, we sat down then ordered something to drink,and then talked about out whole lives.

I talked about my story and how I met Tyler,and when I was pregnant with my first baby,and about Jhene and Aaliyah, then she told me about how she was a little loose when she was younger,and how she cheated on her first love with his best friend,how her mom died in a car accident with her unborn child,and how her stepfather was raping her,then her boyfriend  took her back and his mom took her in. And when she found out when she was pregnant  and she was having a boy. Then,when she told him....and he beat her...and he left.

We both had stories to tell and they were both sad.  After we ate,we talked for a while,then we left and went back to my house. When we came into the house,everybody left except for Domo and Maya. Domo was playing uno, and Maya was drinking  a Corona and watching TV,and Tyler was on the couch texting someone. "I see you niggas just chilling." I said putting my tray of food in the kitchen and sitting next to Tyler.

"Hi Mijo, you ready to go?" Cherish asked sitting next to Javi. "No, not yet! I'm still playing with domo!" He yelled. She shook her head and took off her Tim boots and sat hum on her lap. I went upstairs  and took a nice ass hot shower,put on my sleeping shorts and a cami,wrapped up my hair and went downstairs. Everybody looked tired as shit. Suddenly, I just noticed something. Aaliyah  was still at Jhene's house. Fuuck.

"Babe I'll be right back I have to  pick  up the baby. Either the bitch forgot or I forgot, but i'm getting  her back." I stated rolling my eyes. "You want me to go with you?" Tyler asked getting up off the couch. I shook my head no and went back upstairs  and put some sweatpants over my shorts and my  white north face jacket,grabbed my keys and grabbed my purse.

"Can I come with you,Lana?" Cherish asked putting on her shoes. "Oh yeah, so you can meet my little baby girl." I said smiling. We headed out the door and I took a deep bath and drove off. I hope this would be a good trip even though I know it's gonna end up with someone bleeding.